*My New Job*

I'm working in Current Enterprise....
This shop got sell stationaries... school bags... toys... many things la...
Now got expo.. I'm working at the expo there. So hot!!!
But its fun... everyone there is my fren. I always get free keropok lekors from the next stall's "abang"... and free mango juice...
I have a new fren here... Miss Yuli... she is an Indonesia borned Chinese.. she is very funny and likes to laugh. She worked with me in the expo. We both talk non-stop all day long...

Can I Hit You?

Will boys let their gf to hit them?
In Korean dramas, boys are always prepared to get a knocked from their gf when they did something wrong... will this happen in reality?
Bet No... Sentosa's 5Sn1's boys proved that... Except Fei... Haha...
He is alway the victim...
Hui Xin hit him when he says something about a doctor...
Yi Tong hit him when he dun help her to burn animations...
Wai Kei hit him when he keep saying bout Kei's "fren"...
I hit him when he says 'NO' to me... (very horrible rite)...
This is much horrid, Yang Jie hit him all the time! Haha...
I'll hit ppl when I'm angry. Then only way for me to express my anger... So I am worse than a tigress...
~StoryTime~
Got one sunny day... dunno wat strike Fei and made him wanna speak Hokkien. He cant speak properly but he keep talking in broken Hokkien. "Hen Nan ting"... He keep talking tat stupid language and make my ears get irritated... Then I got angry...
I told him
"You must speak Hokkien today, dun let me hear you speaking Cantonese, or else, I'll slap you!"
He answered "oh..."
Then the whole day he speak tat funny broken Hokkien... whenever he say a word in Cantonese, Yi Tong, Hui Xin or Wai Kei will call me slap him. Its so funny you know...
At last, he cant stand it anymore... He gave up... and promised tat he wont speak broken okkien in front of me anymore...
Now, whenever he speaks Hokkien, Wai Kei will say
"Speak again la, later Fong wan you to speak for the whole day again"

# I cant stop laughing while writing this post... keep recalling tat day#

What Will U Do?

What will u do if God gave u 1 hour extra per day?
Post me ur answer in the side box there or click the comment button to leave ur msg...


To me i think I will spend the time chatting with my frens... each 10 minutes... :)
If I'm married... I may also act stupidly... Just like accompany my husband to finished his work... Or make him cook with me... :)
I used to say tat I'm goin to marry a chef... then I wont nid to learn how to cook. In dramas... having a chef as a bf is great but in reality, most of the chefs are FAT!!!
So, I rather learn how to cook than looking for a handsome chef...
At least I can cook a bowl of mee for myself when I'm hungry... so... actually I'm not that lousy... Haha... But I still cant fry an egg normally... My fry eggs will turn into scrambled eggs... I really dun know why.

To Boys.. Plz answer my qns...

1) What would you do when you saw ur "gal" fren's skirt got red patches (you know wat I mean rite?) on it?
Will you tell her? Or keep quiet? Or feel embarassed?
2) What would you do if you forget to bring ur wallet on ur first date?
Keep quiet? Or let her pay?
3) How do you explain to your gf if she saw you hugging another gal?


I watch too much dramas... really very interested with ur comments... :)

On The Beach

Fun day... but it will be better if my frens are around...
Water activities are the best with frens... (Tambun Lost World's trip)
I soaked myself in the jaquzzi pool... so so so relaxing...
I saw many women laying themselves under the sun.. Is it really tat fun to get tinted?
Then I try also... I think I dry myself under the sun about 2hours... Cos its so comfortable until i got asleep...
Then I tried the "kayak'.... so tiring... But its a fun experince...

My Christmas

Spending my Christmas in Brunei's Empire Hotel... Its a very very beautiful hotel... near the sea...
But the thing tat brightens my christmas eve is a few msg...
First is from a fren... really nv expect tat he would send me the msg!
He is christopher a.k.a. ShadowSky21... met him in maple...
The next one is from my lovely Cadbury chocolate... Miss Yi Tong... so touched to receive her msg... And I'm honoured to... HAha...


Then I have a buffet dinner in the Atrium Restaurant... Its fantastic... except for the desserts...

Lonely Me

Living without frens make me understood the word Lonely...
Especially when I have no phone and computer...
I wished and wished tat I can receive some greetings... and get disappointed everytime...
I re-read my msges in my inbox until I can memorise all of them...
And luckily I brought my pen drive...
Inside got a lot of video clips and photos...
Everytime I think about the funny stuffs we had done, I'll laugh stupidly...
Thinking about the schooldays... how we bullied Mr Ho, how we played in the class... how we celebrate our bdays... how we teased each other...
So sweet and happy... this r my cherised memories...

Explaining about What Yi Tong Says = Fan Jin

I and my frens are attending our Bio tuition class... then we chat about the topic..."Loving someone tat dun love us"...
Then I say, some gals are stupid to sacrifice so much... (mentioning bout some gal)...
Then Wai Kei says... boys in our class also like tat... always fell in love with gals tat dun like them...
And say tat they are "Fan Jin", which means doing something tat do not have any repay, just keep sacrificing and protecting the gal...
The guy sitting beside her feels so sad and his face turns black immediately.
All of us laugh... cos what Kei says is true... They wont get any reward no matter wat they do...

The Kind LoveLy Gal

Gal: What will you do if God gave you 1 hour extra per day?
Boy: I will use the time to finished all the documents that I haven finished...
Gal: oh...
Boy: Then what will you do?
Gal: Hmm... I will accompany you untill you finished your work...

Credits To Miss Yi Tong

Nearly forgoten this gal.. she is just like a reporter.. giving me news bout my hometown...
Tears really flowed out when I read her msg... its in the "What r u all doin'' post's comment.
I wanna shout to her loudly I MISS YOU TOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Goin To East M'sia!!!

I maybe goin to East M'sia nex week! So excited! I can use my phone there!!!!
I'm goin to phone my friends one by one...
Most of them are International calls....zzz... The one I wanna called is in S'pore... I have so much to tell her... She must be very happy there... got someone accompanying her all the times. and this mean gal.. never send me a single msg. Nvm.. she is stingy, I understand. Then, I'll phone Fei! He is also in Sg. Then Hui Xin..., Yi Tong... cant wait to hear their voices!!!!!!

Boredxxxxxxxxx

No work in the sweet shop anymore... no permit... so I followed my uncle to work... Quite boring also... So I took many photos using my uncle's webcam... (Zhi Lian Kuang)... Haha...


My bro bought a new Sony PSP... He have a Nintendo DS, but he bought this new one again... I use the PSP to on9 sometimes. Its damn lag so I can just on9 to leave some msg or approved my comments. I'm playing a cute game... Harvest Moon...

~Touched~

First Thing
I always tell Fei tat I'm goin to Brunei soon and he wil always answer me coldly... Ok! Bye!
Always make me feel awkward... but when I reach Brunei... he is the only one that sms to my uncle to look for me. Make me so so so touched. I miss him so so so much. I think I'll giv him a big hug when I see him next year.
Fei! I'll try my best to be back in M'sia to celebrate ur bday!
Second Thing
She is the only one that answer the qns I asked in my blog...my beloved Hui Xin... I miss you...
When I read the msg you sent me in friendster, I nearly cried...
All of you are goin to S'pore. You all can gather up there... update me about ur whereabouts and also Yi Tong's.
Maybe hui Xin is my blog's only reader.
Someone nv make me feel touched before...

*Wat R U all Doin???*

Hey.. I wanna know wat r u all doin?
Yi Tong, Fei and Hui Xin... how are ur interviews? Working in GK now?
KEi.. already working?
Jun Kit... goin to NS already?
Jie Jie... goin to S'pore rite?
O.O...... I feel isolated... cant get a single news from u all... Sad...

"Ai Mei" A type of RelationshiP

A relationship between love and friendship...
Many ppl are staying in this stage... not brave enough to go anymore further... but too selfish to stop everything... scared to be hurt.. or hurt the others...
Someone enjoy this kind of relationship... no commitment... no need to care about each other so much... just keeping a distance btw each other... wont be afraid that the other one will get angry...
Can just push everything that goes wrong to a word "You're not my GF/BF"... why do you intercept me?
But if someone is in this relationship, what will he/she do if some other gals/guys fell in love with him/her? He/she is single... but not available?
If he/she accepts a new partner, is it wrong? If the guy is hanging out other gals... or opposite, the gal is hanging out with other guys... Is it wrong? Or it doesn't matter?
To me, I'm not used to this kind of relationship.. I think I'll suffer... because I'm too possesive. I DONT like to share. I wont let the guy goin out with other gals alone. But of course, I cant control it.
I cant step forward... nor move backwards... Greedy... Wont let go...
One day he'll go away... and I know...
Guys love freedom... Thats why you go away I know... MLTR again... Haha...

Take Me To Your Heart, MLTR

I like this song... the lyrics are meaningful...
I like tis part very much...



Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Bday...

A gal celebrated her bday at the shop I'm working at... celebrating her 18th bday...
Her frens make her a cake... and cut it at my shop there... so sweet... so happy...
I wished I can celebrat my 18th bday with my frens too...
With the noisiest Yi Tong... loveliest Wai Kei... and fatty Cheong Fei... and the "gentle" gal, hui Xin... Clown nose boy Jie Jie... and the big cheater Mr Lee Chee Yoong... the entertainer, Yi Chun... and so many more!!!

I WorK!

I work in a sweet shop 4 3 days...
Its a bit tired... work from 1pm till 10pm...
Quite boring when there are no customers...
I memorise the price for all the sweets at the first day!... aren't I clever?
Haha...
There many kinds of sweets there...got caramel pop, strawberry pop.... fruit pops.... need to wrap them every morning...
There is a fist size jawbreaker... very expensive and a giant chupa chups, as big as two fists!!!
There are many bubble gums... candy canes... lollipops... and many more...
I remembered tat someone told me he is going to open a sweet shop with his best fren (a gal)...
sweet rite... a boy setting up a sweet shop with a gal... I'm quite experienced now... will he take me as part-time worker? HAha... maybe no.... I'll ate all the candies... and became a light bulb...

First DAy in Brunei

The first thing I really hope for when i reach here is a pc.. with line.
So i quickly call my bro bring me to A CYBER CAFE.
The day is so long here... dunno wat to do...
I missed my frens so much... Tis is only the first day..My God~
I'm wondering...did he missed me like I do when he went back to him hometown?
Maybe no... cos he enjoyed himself at there... Of cos la... I treated him badly...
He'll be gald without me nudging him.... haha...
Here... I'm goin to eat and sleep... watch tv... ntg else to do...

"Happy Shopping Day"

¬Morning¬
Woke up at 7... follow my aunt to her hawker stall... Then go to my cousin's school to buy exercise books... walk Petaling Street to look for handbags...
¬Afternoon¬
Went to Sungei Wang... Bought clothes... pants... and a handbag.. so happy... even the legs are tired... still worth it...
*A Funny Suprise from A Fren*
We sms from morning... he told me he is at Cheras. Then when I and my cousin were having our lunch... he turned up... bringing his dad.
His dad is cool... very friendly...
Really never thought of meeting him today... Haha... He is the first Guild mate I met! RiViE...
Click here to know him more..Hahax...

^Greedy^

I think everyone is greedy... only some of them kept their greediness tightly in the bottom of their heart, then we assume tat they are not greedy.


I admit, I am very greedy... I always ask for more... Got advantages n also disadvantages...
Advantage : I can get what I want... and achieve my goals with all my might...
Disadvantage : People will feel disgusted bout me...




What is greedy? Greedy bout wat? Why am I greedy for?
I got straight As in my UPSR and PMR... so now, I m greed of As... I want to get straight As for my SPM too. Its hard.. I know its hard... but my heart keep asking for it (putting false hope).


If we dont put hope, we wont be disappointed... I understand this, but cant stopping myself from putting false hope on something that wont be true.. no matter wat... Greedy Sherry...


Human are greedy... when they got something, they'll ask for more... tempting for better ones.


Another thing is, when we saw others have something, we will eventually ask for something alike too, or better ones.




Children also. When mama gave 2 sweets to the bro and gave 3 to the sis, they'll fight... Jus for a sweet... because of greed... haha... kids...

"+Boys+"

Boys in my opinion...
Boys are different from gals... boy's mind are simple. They dont think much... So, misunderstandings always happen btw boys and gals.
Boy's mouth are always full of honey... no matter in what condition... they can make gals happy with their sweet words... which can sent those silly gals mad...
Gals can be tricked easily. Boys just simply say a simple word... it can make gals happy till cant sleep.
I hate those kind of boys... tat likes to feed gals with sweet words. I dun mind if u just do tat to ur loved ones... but some of them say them easily. Without thinking the consequences after saying tat words (some gals will treat the words seriously).
They are still some boring boys living in this world... those that lives in their own world... only care bout themselves. Never realise the presence of the others.
But boys still lose to gals... cos gals can kill boys without using weapon... Hahaha...

"Goin to KL 2moro"

My frens are sitting for the Chinese paper 2moro... and I am goin to KL...
Going to Brunei on Saturday...
Hope my frens can do well in their papers...


* Fei dye his hair black ade.... cos he is goin for a discipline camp... Sad...

Funny Brothers

I got 2 cousin bros... cant mention their name so I cal them Apple and Pie... Apple is elder bro n Pie is smaller bro...
The story started like this...
Apple wanna eat fried eggs with soy sauce... But his house dun hav the sauce... so he called his sister go boro some sauce from their neighbour. His sister refuse to go so he bullied her... make her cry...
Pie feel very angry when he saw his bro bully his sis... So they quarrel... Then they fight...
Apple : Chop me if u dare!
Pie : You say tat rite?!
Then Pie go to the kitchen and get a knife... and chop Apple's hand...
He dun really mean to chop him... so its only a small wound but bleeds a lot...
Apple wanna sue Pie... and called for the police...
Both went to the police station....
They dont understand English well... so their mum call me there to be the translator...
Haiz....

*Girls*

Girls are the most unique living thing in the world because every girl is different. Gals can be wicked... can be hypocrite... can be smart... can also be a fool...
Gals became stupid when they met something called "love"... No matter how smart a gal is, when they are in love... they always do involuntary action(no nid to think with the brain b4 acting).
Gals all basically are barbarians... I admit that myself... and my "female" friends all proved that to me.
Some can even be mean to achieve their goals (men also)...
But this is not the worst... the worst type of gals are those actors... those can can easily win in the Oscar Award if they take part. Hypocrite. Usually tis kind of gals are hated by the gals... but loved by the men... So, once again proved, men are more stupid... Because men usually just see things easily to avoid troubles...
Gals can change easily... usually, all of their feelings are showed on their face. Happy, sad, angry...
I can also change easily... I can cry immediately... and laugh at the next second...
I can change my voice from very fierce to very gentle, gentle till even I myself can recognize myself... because its TOO FAKE... hahaha...
Gals are also very funny, no matter how old is the gal... they always want the others to praise them... (they will always say.. "no la, where got")... I know this well, but I did this too... Thats why, I am also a fool...

30 Things Guys wan Gals To Know

I got this from the web... Quite true n funny... HAhas...

1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.
2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.
3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.
4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.
6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.
7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.
8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.
9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.
10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.
11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............
12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys or what any other guy looks like for that matter.
15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.
16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something 'wrong.'
17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.
18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.
19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.
20. Never kick us in the nuts 'just to see what we would say'. That's just mean.
21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.
22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.
23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
24. PMS(premenstrual syndrome) is not an excuse.
25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.
27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.
28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.
30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

*+Dye Hair+*

Today my mum help Fei dye his hair... The color so so so nice!!! I wish to dye oso...
But I only straightened my hair... no dye... Mama say my hair is not healthy, cant dye... if not my hair will be worse. Sad...

A DAy Out

27 Nov 2007
I and my frens all go to Ipoh...
I ate a lot... sushi, ice creams, snacks... broke le...
My legs are so tired and my toes are numb after walking... 10:30am till 7:30... HAhas...
ME and Fei and Yi Tong eat our lunch together...
I ordered a ham noodles n lemon green tea... Tong ate seafood spaghetti... Fei ate tit-bits...
Both Fei and Tong ordered a glass of water... but my lemon tea came first, so Fei ask the waiter bout the water>>>
Fei : Where's our water?
The waiter answered >>> "Making"
What did she mean making? Making water? Or combining the hydrogen atoms with the oxygen atoms?
I just bought a jacket... and spent all my money on food...

Love @ A Tree

Love ~ an investment for some gals... a pastime for somebody... a plant for me?
Love n like... wats the difference? anyone can tell me?
Last time.. I used to describe love as planting a tree...
First... we met someone = we got a seed...
Second... the "someone" do something that attract our attention = the seed germinate
Third... the "someone" make us happy = the shoots started to grow
Fourth... we feel more n more interested bout the "someone" = when will the seed will grow taller?
Fifth... we know more bout the "someone" = know how to make the plant grow nicely
Sixth... we spend our time with each other, talk, laugh n cry... = water the plant... weeding...
Seventh... feelings grow stronger = roots grow larger
Eighth... bored without "someone", sad when "someone" ignore us, excited when "someone" find us... = happy when the tree grow and sad when the leaves turn yellow
Ninth... started to love "someone" = the tree is large enuff to stay still...
Tenth... even when "someone" make u angry... u wont gave him up = the tree wont disappear even when u never water it now...
At last~ even when "someone" dont want u anymore... he still stay in ur heart = even when the tree dies... the roots are still there....
Even after a long time... traces are still there...


I told myself not to plant trees easily... but I just planted one not long ago... Teach me how to get rid of it...
Because I planted a tree that wont bears flower... nor give me a fruit...

2moro = Happy or Sad?

Tomorrow is my last day of exam, means its my last day of school... I dun wanna leave my school...
The school tat I have studied for the past 5 years... full of my memories... from the stupid gal with no knowledge... till a gal that can use her brain to interpret things properly...
But after tomorrow... I am allowed to do anything I like.... Such as... dating~~ Hahas...
My mum always say to me -还没读完书不能谈恋爱!
From tomorrow start 我读完书了。。。所以能够谈恋爱了。。。嘻嘻。。。

I giv Myself 100%

When my mum is not around... I take over her to look after a kid... Little Ming Ming!
I think I am good in baby sitting now. I make him sleep... prepare milk for him... take bath for him and play with him...
I and Fei brought him to the playground and he look so cute playing the see-saw and slide. Baby are good... No need to think bout what to do next... Just sleep and play...
No worries...

*7th day of Exam*

Today is Chemistry paper 1 2 3...
Its the worse Chemist paper I had ever done...
Paper 2 sucks... I think I did it badly... Luckily paper 1 and 3 still fine, if not.. I dunno how to face Miss Tang(my chemist tuition teacher).

*5th and 6th Day of Exam*

Very tired to post yesterday... -Add Maths-
Bad... Tough... Conclusion = I cant do...
The first time in my life that I cant solve Circles!!! Stupid qns... so confusing... Haiz... -Physics-
Worse... I make up an experiment in paper 3. Paper 1, 9 mistakes... paper 2... make silly mistakes...
Just dunno how to say bout myself...

I am very tired studying now. My uncle came back from Brunei and brought my brothers to KL and Genting. Sob... I wanna go too...
I and my fren study till late at nite everyday but the results is still the same for me... Sad...

Tired~

My mum and dad brought my 2 monster brother to KL... they are going to Genting Highland with my uncle... I am left at home cos still need to sit for my exam... Sad...
My grandma brought her 2 granddaughter and stay with me (to look after me, I am still a kid to her).
I just realise how lucky am I to have my mum at home...
I washed the plates at least 5 times a day now. My cousins are very very troublesome. The never closed the door when go out (they tot tat thieves do not exist in my housing areas), eat whole day long (worse than my pig bro), do not care about cleanliness and hygiene... nearly turn my kitchen into a damp site. Usually my mum keep it very very clean. I of cos dont want my grandma to clean it... so, even though I am lazy... I cleaned them (rarely see me so hard-working).

~+Cheong Fei+~

I wanna intoduce Fei to you all...
Fei is a 100% kind man...
He is always there to attend out needs... and be our free driver.. sending us here and there...
He is inquisitive, just like a woman... so he is a good chatting companion.
Besides, he likes to make fun of people and critic us... He called Yi Tong~ Black Potato... and always say that I am FAT!!!
He can eat a lot... Really can eat a lot... You will be shocked to see the amount of food that he can store in his stomach.
One other thing... He likes to tell lies to make us worried, scared, panicked and angry. He always lie and we are cheated everytime... Stupid people listening to stupid people... So, we are suitable to be frens...
He likes animation too... and he played maple... so we have many similar interest... and similar topic to chat about...
His favourite anime character is honey senpai, from Ouran High School Host Club...

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*Story time*

Another of my silly nature is: I cant control my anger. When I am angry, dont apologise to me at that moment. If not, I'll get madder cos I will start blaming myself for being angry. Two ppl did that to me b4, Yi Tong and Hui Xin...

*Story time*

~Hui Xin's first~
Happened in my Form 3. She borrowed my bike for St John's Flag Day. After using my bike, she left it at school instead of riding it back to my house. I have to cycle to tuition on that afternoon, I need my bike. I am so so so angry... Keep scolding and grumbling... "How can she be so irresponsible?..bla bla bla..."
Half an hour later, she sent my bike back. She call her mum to bring her to school, and ride the bike to my house, she live on a hill, as I have mentioned before.
At that moment, I felt so ashamed... Why should I be so angry to my fren? I feel so regret... so awful... Silly rite?

~Yi Tong's~
Happened this year, on Yi Chun's bday. Yi Chun's celevrating his bday beside the West Lake in Kampar... I planned to wear sleeveless... and suddenly think of Yi Tong's jacket that can suit my dress... I phoned her, hope to borrow it from her... Cos we always lend clothes to each other on occasions... Yi Tong and Hui Xin rarely buy dress cos they wear them once in the blue moon (school dress inconsidered)... So usually I and Kei will lend them dresses for parties... We never say "No" to them and dress them up eagerly... Gals like to do so!
But, Yi Tong declined my request cause she have just washed it (its hard to wash becos there's a wire in its collar, she scared it will rust when in contact with H2O) .
I of cos feel mad... Cos I never say No to her when she wanna borrow mine. Then, in my mind, I say I wont borrow to her too next time)... Gals are like that...
Half disappointed, half angry... She phoned me, and say she will lend it to me. By that time I already change my dress. I start blaming myself for being bad and vain again. So stupid...

Really hate my self very much sometimes... always satisfy my lust... Never use my brain properly!

This time I talk about *MySeLf*

I, Myself and Me...

My thoughts are not matured enough... sometimes still think like a kid. Always do as I like and never consider about other people's feeling. Bad...
I always want people to do things in my way. Only my frens can stand me (I think).

And the worse, I can get angry, jealous and sad in just one shot of time. I can feel jealous about simple things. I am too possessive... People cant share my things without my permission (except close ones)... Very cruel, rite?

I am the number tenth in my class. That's my position... I can only let myself to get up but never down. I still remember, in my first exam in Form 5, I got 16!!! I am so angry feel so shame. I just tell this to Kei. "How can I get lower marks than ****** (a gal that usually get lower position than me)" So, the next semester, I tried my very best to get back to my position... Relieved...
That's bad... I know... but that's me...

I hate people comparing me to the others. My mum always did that. I always tell her, I am me. No one can replace me!!! Never compare me to the others...
Boys liked to do that... compare one gal with another... i kno... maybe I lose to the others in some way... but I may have something that others dont have.

At School~
I am an extremely talkative gal... I can join almost every conversation... Hmm... bout Kong Kong dramas... Taiwan or Korean dramas... Japanese animation... Games... except sports... I am a sport idiot.
I am also a very fierce and barbaric at times. But at school, I am not strong enough to fight over Hui Xin... so... only bully Fei, Jie Jie and sometimes Jun Kit...
I am always happy at school because my frens are hilarious. Cant stop laughing at all. Haha...

At Home~
100% Barbarian... Haha... cos I am the eldest...so I always make my brothers listen to me. Sometimes I really treated them badly... I dont mean it but cant think rationally while angry. That my weak point.
The main reason I always bully my bros is because of my haughty personality. I dont wanna let them know that I'll tolerate with their attitude.

*4th Day of Exam*

Today is EST paper 1 &2...
Before entering the hall, I told Yi Tong that we'll have paper 1 first (objective). Then, when I reach my sit, Jun Kit told me its Paper 2. I am so worried cos I gave Yi Tong the wrong info. I scared that she didnt bring any pen for the exam. Then I summoned the Ketua Pengawas... Call him to borrow a pen to Yi Tong. Who knows... Yi Tong already know its paper 2. She brought pens with her. I am so embarrassed...

=Nearer and Nearer=

Today I went back to my primary school to wait for my bro's UPSR result...(bad)...Less than expected...

I recalled many memories...
The class I used to study in... the place I sat for my UPSR... the place where I practiced choir...
Time passes by so fast... I saw my first teacher in M'sia, Mr Jaafar... and my favorite Maths teacher, Pn Aini...
Hope that I can return to the past, and enjoy my primary school...
11 days more my exam will end... And I'll put a *fullstop* for my secondary school life.
Hope that I can have more time to study with them at school... and play childish games with them...
Before this year, I and my frens always have misunderstandings, always quarrel, and never appreciate the time given to us to stay with each other...

+Jie Jie-Wai Kei-Yi Tong-Me(Siyuen)-Fei-Hui Xin+

Now, we just realize that how lucky we are to have each other...
~>No one in this world can understand me more than Wai Kei...
~>No one can do things like Yi Tong... frank but crazy...I think only us can stand her weird attitude...
~>No one can replace Fei's position... the kind man... that never say *No* to my request...
~>No one can do like Jie Jie, always following our orders... and always stand by me when I need a listener...
~>No one can be like Hui Xin... just like a walking dictionary to me... The violent gal... we always say I Love You to each other.. Hehe...
We have spend 5 years time to get used to each other...

^Funny Tots 001^

This year I celebrated my bday with Hui Xin. Just simply eat in the nearby restaurant with all the monkey frens...
After eating they all went to my house to watch ghost movie (I forgot the name of the movie). We switched off all the lights and locked the door... The house is dark entirely...
The story is all about school rules...and how the students are punished by the ghost (the discipline master of the school last time)...
Never ever love anyone in the school (couple is not allowed), cannot wear skirts that do not reach ur knee... etc...
In the middle of the movie, Fei wore a mask (an ugly looking monster look, Fei look just like a pervert wearing it). He sat behind Mok so Mok is his first victim. He tapped Mok's shoulder and stared at him. Mok gave him a very big response. He was so shocked to see Fei like that and shouted so loud. I sat just beside him also got frightened by his voice because i haven notice Fei's silly mask.
After that, Fei move to other place to sit. This time he sat beside Jun Kit. Jun Kit knows that Fei is going to play that joke again so he warned Fei not to disturb him. So, Fei wore the mask and sit silently beside him. When Jun Kit turn his head to Fei, he is stunned and gave response a few minutes later. All of us feel scared and funny and hot. Cause we all sit closely together... packed like sardines...

^A Joke A DaY^

I'm going to post a joke a day to keep *Hui Xin* happy... Because she is the first person that viewed my blog... and I have many funny experience with my frens... I scared I will forget it one day in the future, so I post them here...to prevent me from forgetting them...
* It may not be a joke to you, but all of them is my precious and cherished memories...*

*3rd Day of exam*

Subject: Maths 1 & 2
Stupid FONG SI YUEN!!!!! Done 3 careless mistakes in paper 1 and paper 2 is worse. Something block my eyes I think...Tis is the only reason I can think of. Qns Number 4... I cant see this qns at all. So,I didnt this qns.
The minute before the examiner collect my paper, Jun Kit said to me, "Remember qns 4's answer. Tell me later, I wanna check."
Then, I re-checked my paper. Just then, I noticed the presence of qns No. 4...Its too late le...
Examiner is standing beside me...Waiting to collect my paper....
Suan ba... 3 marks only... Give him la...

~Cockcroaches~

I am doing Maths revision with Fei till midnight last night. Then, we have the opportunity to meet Miss Lipas for 2 times.
First time: I am doing matrics questions... Suddenly, I saw Miss Lipas flying towards me. I shout immediately then followed by Fei's loud scream. We failed to kill him because both of us is scared of it.... Zzzz..... =.=
Second time: I am doing probability questions. Miss Lipas miss Fei so much I think and come to meet him again and land on his pencil. I screamed like mad, so as Fei. Fei threw his pencil against the wall... Stabilo exam grade... The pencil is still fine after knocking against the wall. Quality proved!
*Dialog*
Fei: Fast get me the King Kong Spray! Let me kill it!
Me: Ok!!!!!!!! * Hand him the spray*
Fei: OMG! CAnt spray lah! Nevermind, I use the rotan to pak bin hui (smack it)!
Me: Can meh?
*Pang Pang Pang*
Fei: Haiya... It flew away already la. Let it go la. The probability of its return is very very low now. Continue our work la.
Me: Huh?

*2nd Day of Exam*

Subject= English 1 & 2. Sejarah 2.
My English Paper 1~ Essays~
There are 5 questions in section B, and we need to choose 1 to answer.
The qns are :-
a) Describe an embarrassing experience in your life.
b) "Teenagers today are only interested in entertainment." Do you agree? Support your opinions.
c) My early years
d) Write a story beginning with: Kim was nervous when the door opened...
e) Tomorrow

The questions seems simple but I have no points. The only thing that can get into my mind is "I will be back tomorrow"
So, I choose Tomorrow...

I wrote a love story. I am the first point of view. The time setting of the story is when BMA rules Tanah Melayu after Japanese left.
I explain how I met him... how we become friends... how I fell in love with him... how he treated me...
Then one day, he proposed to me. He promised to marry me after he settled his job (he is a soldier). He is ordered to deliver an important document to the other state.
(last paragraph)
Before he depart, he said "Wait me here. I will be back by tomorrow."
I wait anxiously but he never return. In my mind, I believed that he will come back tomorrow. But tomorrow never comes.
I am still waiting for tomorrow.

Agter I finished writing, I was so so so nervous. I scared that I wrote something out of the title. I just wrote 4 "TOMORROW" in the essays. I wanna write another essay but the time is not enough.

x:Emotional Me:x

I get know of something before I sat for my Malay paper 2. It makes me feel so angry, so mad...so uncontrollable...
Just dunno how to explain. I am going burst like the electrode(pokemon) using self destruct.
I cant control my mind at that moment. I really wish that I can shout at him and make him explain everything and hope that the girl wont appear in front of me. My tears are flowing out of my eyes.
But when i read a question in my test paper, I start to think and calm down myself.
Apakah yang wajar diamalkan oleh anggota masyarakat untuk menghindari sifat dengki?
I stop and ask myself. Why shud i be anger? Why shud i be jealous?
If you care for someone, you must let him/her do things they like as long as its not wrong and they feel happy. We mustn't be too possessive (although I am extremely).
Just let it go.

~First Day of Exam~....(bad)

As I told u yesterday, today is Sejarah paper 1 and Malay paper 1 & 2. Really tough for me because this two is my weakest subject.
The moment I enter the hall, my heart pump so fast..just like its going to pop out. But when I start doing my first paper (BM1), I feel lighter. Keep telling myself its just a Monthly test..RELAX.....
I woke up 4:30 this morning to revised Sejarah... Fei and Yi Tong came to my house and we study together. This is the first time in my life seeing this two lazy pigs wake up so early. We ate our breakfast together at my house before going to school. Going to do this also tomorrow morning!
*Malay Paper 2*
This paper sucks. All the questions I spot never came out. Those I never read, it appears. I gave stupid and silly answers and laugh at it myself. Then, when I continue doing, I feel like I wanna cry.. because I really dont know what am I writing.
Hope the examiner understand it.
There is a section that we need to explain the Malay idioms given. Soalan 3e
(iii) seperti air dalam kolam
My answer = sejuk Fei's answer= permandangan yang indah. Accurate answer= tenang....F7
I look at my stupid answer and laugh stupidly in the hall.

~The Day B4 Exam~

I am going to sit for the Malay and sejarah paper tomorrow...
Last night I had a fever but its much better now.
I had my breakfast with Fei and read some Komsas with him after breakfast.
Then my mum cook *Pan Mee*. A kind of Chinese food made from dough.
Fei and spend the whole afternoon making pan mee with my mum. So tired now...
But its delicious! Yummy!

*=Hui Xin=*

This gal... She looks sweet and gentle... but actually she is rough and strong.
She is intelligent... N have fair skin...
I never see her cries. Tough gal. Always make her complicated by her **** affairs...
Cant tell you what is it... Cos I still wanna live longer...Haha...
Her hobby in surfing the net.. and chatting in msn..with somekind of ppl...
And she rarely attend birthday parties... Always *fly airplane* So she is known as PILOT...
Reason of her absence: She lives on a hill... Far away from our housing area...No transport... So, always lock in her house...

~+Yi Tong+~

One word to describe = Talkative
She have many many hobbies...Because she is interested in everything.
Her favorite is *Animation*. Animation is a part of her life.
She kept so many animations and after watching them, she will tell me what the story is about and call me to watch it.
Best anime = Ouran High School Host Club...
She likes the character, Tamaki, in tis anime very much. I like Kyouya.
She is active in sports (badminton), good in studies...
N she can write fascinating essays... No one can think of writing that kind of points...

+*>Wai Kei<*+

My best friend from Form ! until now.
I share my everything with her... Happy, unhappy... sad n joy...
She is a cheerful and beautiful gal...but can be fierce at times.
Very very hard working gal... And never fails to complete her work on time.
Her favorite pastime is *sleep* If I am not wrong...
Because other than studying, she spent most of her time sleeping.
She likes to sing and dance...Her voice is sweet.

My Exam

My exam (SPM) starts next Monday. I cant study at all.
Wish tat I can return to Form 4.
So I can spend more time with my friends. Playing games... singing together... teasing each other.

January 2007,
All of us are complaining about the colour of the class. ORANGE + RED!!!
So bright! Cant even study properly... Keep convincing Mr Murthi to change our classroom...


So fast... 2 semester passed... We spend our year in tat horrible class...
Now, none of us wants to leave the class.