Technical Maths

Mathematics used to be a super duper easy subject to me... but its not the same anymore.
Sigh... Form6 math is so so so complicated. After my brain take leave for so long time, I cant understand what the teacher is talking about.

My Beautiful World

The world is no longer perfect. Its not the world I used to live in.
Disaster happens. Ruining people harmonious life.
SzeChuan's earthquake... took away so many people's hope... took away their precious family members... took away their properties.
Hurricane, cyclone... destroying our world.
I'm just a simple "homosapiens"... dunno what can I do to help.
Just do what I shud do and spend my life to the fullest. Achieve my goal and fulfill my hope. Dont waste my life. There are so many people that hope to survive, hope to pursue their dream but they never have the chance. They never have the chance to reject, just sacrifice like that. I'm so fortunate to live till now, sitting here in front of the pc's screen and enjoy my life... I should not waste the chance that God gave me.
Human is so feeble. Death is just a thing that happens everyday.

Friday, May 24 2008

People say, if you love someone, you'll love who he originally is. you wont ask him to change. You'll like all his good points and also his bad ones.
If you want him to change, does it means you actually dont like him?

She said she wanna make him change, but he doesnt like to be controlled. If their relationship continues to be like that, it'll be a tragedy... both will get hurt. Or maybe they cant even be friends anymore. So, before anything turns bad, she choose to give him up. Let him be what he likes to be.

Car License Exam

Got 3 tasks...
First is to ride the car up the hill on stop on the line (ur tyre must step on the line, the centre of the line)
Second, side parking. There are many poles around the lane, cant touch them... if you do so, FAIL...
Third, drive the car on the road. Got 3 routes, A, B and C. Usually we take route C so the Uncle call me concentrate on route C.

I passed the first 2 tasks... and failed the last one.
Long story. Cant explained here.

The Final Decision is Out

Phew... the thing I'm worrying all these while is now settle. I cant get matrik. So, I have to stay here to study Form 6.
I wont leave my beloved frens.
I can stay here and guard them... make sure that they all go to school and work hard on their studies together.
I can continue blogging.
But I'll control myself, not going play so many games anymore.
Work hard on my studies and get nice results and get into a nice university next year.

Happy Mood

Hmm... Happy happy...

Before this I've quited DagonMS (a maple private server)
Reason: The server is so unstable, always roll back!!! Get so pissed off!!!

Zakum!!!

Last night, I play again... =) cos I have a "bank" there... I named that bank "Leng Zai So Lou bank"... wahaha...
No nid deposit... just withdraw =)
But me very kind geh... I got return some to the bank.

Blue color hair... but very noob de. I use random coupon to dye it... When I hang on rope, the hair in the back is black color de!!! =_="

Then, I withdrawed some mesos from the bank and change the color =)
Price : Change hair/face, dye hair, change lens = 9mil (VIP)
Random = 900k oni!!!

The wand so nice rite?!!

And bought a cash cape... 29mil... =) And a cash butterfly wand!!! very nice =) 9.9mil only!!!

132 level... MilkSherry..Priest!!!

The best thing in this server is this wonderful hat =)

Another thing, I ride a motor today... no accidents. =) Thanks the "Leng Zai So Lou" for the motor... See, he have faith in me... know I wont hurt his motor... =)

Sigh, this Friday got car exam...
Jie Jie and Hwa just take the exam today. Both passed.

Grats ar!!!

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Bad Luck Devil

Sorry sorry sorry

Sigh.. always bring you bad luck geh.

Vicky Chin

She's back for one day...

Did some exercises with her today... not some, its a lot... burn a lot of fats today... usually that amount of energy is enough for me to live for 3 days... We cycled 2 hours...
Long time no cycle... feels like returning to the past. We used to cycle around Taman Bandar Baru...

Took a lot of photo with my beloved honey (sounds like I'm a lesbian)... LOL...


Start camwhoring...

Hwa act as the background picture...

Learn Chinese In 5 Mins? O.O LoL

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New Frens

Yeah... making new frens are easy... but looking for someone that you can really chat with is hard.
If true frens can be found easily, then frens wont be so important.


So, stop calling me to make new frens.


Just like, we are in a gang... go to the canteen... eat together... suddenly got a gal/boy join our group. Of cos we wont shoo him/her away... but we dont know him/her... we dont have things to talk to him/her... we dunnoe his/her characteristics... dunnoe what he/she likes...
Weird la...


Same la... if I suddenly join a group of your group... got wat to talk to you leh?
Hope I can enter Johor matrik's campus!!!

Friday, May 16 - 2008

To someone, you maybe a precious person... but to the others, you maybe nobody.
Some people will only look for you when they are boring... no one to talk to.
Some people will only look for you when they nid your help...
Some people will only look for you when they nid companion.

I dont want to be someone like that. So, in school, although I've no one beside me, no one accompanying me... I never take initiative to look for a companion. I can be alone. Nevermind if no one talk to me... (actually quite suffering la... I'm super duper talkative de... but got nothing to talk to them).

I think I'm really a nuisance to someone. Just know how to get angry, disturb you when you're busy... then get angry if you ignore me. Zzz... haiz... really a ultimate N0oB...

Chocolate Steamboat

I wanna eat this!!!

Form 6 or Matrik?

I always put Form 6 as my last choice... never thought of studying Form 6 (they named it Pre-U now)...
I thought Matriculation course is the best, I always hope to enter it. I never think of other plans. Now, I've attend Form 6 a few days... start to know bout the main concept of Form 6. Its tough, very tough. Need to study hard... but the life is easy.


Kei and Xin is in matrik now. They nid to wash their clothes themselves, wake up early... sleep late... do everything according their schedule, the most most important is, CANNOT ONLINE!!!
Its a serious problem for me... no line means no Maple... no Viwawa... no Blogging... OMG!!!


I'm still waiting for the reply from MOE, see whether I can enter Matrik... results out on 22May...


Dunno what to do now... many people in Form 6 already start their tuition class... some bought revision books and study themselves. I want to be hard working also... but I still dunno wats my plan... Form 6 or Matrik?

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上学的第一天

First day going to school... Orientation week... so its so so so boring.

Yi Chun fetch me to school. He reach my house at 7am!!!

He wan let Kei and Xin see how he looks like wearing the Form 6 uniform

Yang Jie and Sek Yen looks so handsome today... pity you both cant see. I think the uniform suits Yang Jie. He looks so smart with that. I try to take some photos tomorrow.
I look like an idiot with that stupid baju kurung.

Haiz... when we all are busy preparing to go to school, someone is still on his bed... sleeping tightly.
*Batman, I'm toking bout you*

Hui Xin and Wai Kei is worse. They woke up at 4am... cos they nid to do exercise at 5am. They're having a hard life there. I called her a few times today... she sounds so weak... like she haven eat for weeks, haven rest for weeks...

I went home at 10am today. =_="

Form 6 -A New Beginning-

Before this, I'm looking forward to school cos my brain is on a holiday mode for 5 months, scared its useless le. But now, at this moment, I dont want to go school le.


I'm used to the school with the noisy Yi Tong, the hard working Wai Kei, the violent Hui Xin and my cute cute Fei and the Jie Jie.

And before this, no matter how bad or how good is my result, I'm number ten in class. That's my position. But in new school, there will be new rivals, new challenge. I'm afraid that my results are bad, cant get number ten anymore.

Chee Yoong said, if I'm hard working, my results wont be bad.


I'm hard working last time its because of Wai Kei's existence. She make me do my homework. She make me study with her (she is extremely hard working). She accompany me to study and do my projects and assignment.


And my walking dictionary, Yi Tong and Hui Xin. Imagine the life without them... Haiz... dull... only black and white.


They are not here to share my happiness... not here to explore the new school with me... not here to attend the boring classes with me... not here to do homework with me...

Although its a pessimistic thought, but I'm thinking like that now.
I dont want to make new frens because I know, there are no one like them.

Just now, I tell Yi Chun, tomorrow you must be with me all the time, if not I must be bored. He said something that I make my tears flow out.
Aiya, we'll make new frens ge ma. I wanna make new frens. We have to make new frens.

Yeah, I know we have to make new frens, and the our life is changing. We cannot return to the past. Its like the separating point for us.

I tot I still have Jie Jie with me studying Form 6... But

Grats Mr Lim Yang Jie for getting JPA

So now, left Fong Si Yuen alone... after the five years time together.

Chin Wai Kei

Chong Hui Xin

Lee Yi Tong
Choo Cheong Fei

Lim Yang Jie

Lee Chee Yoong
Cheah Yi Chun
Saw Tin Hwa
Mok Wai Keat
Shum Sek Yen
Wong Jun Kit

These names, I wont forget.

Although sometimes we quarreled... but I you all gave me most of my happy moments. You all are with me when I'm happy and when I'm sad.

Thank you for cheering me up when I'm sad. Thank you for making me laugh all the time.
Sorry for being fierce but you all sometimes really need some scoldings ge ma!!!

Especially the Lee Chee Yoong ar!!! Always say me so po!! Say me noob!! Always tease me!!!
And the Chong Hui Xin ar!!! so strong la... always fight with you also lose de...
The Lee Yi Tong, when we talk you never pay attention, after that, you ask stupid questions and give us stupid answers which is not logic. Wondering are you from the other planet.
And my darling Chin Wai Kei ar... just know how to study study study... so sien la!!!

ATTENTION

MISS CHONG HUI XIN AND MISS CHIN WAI KEI, IF YOU BOTH ON9 AND READ THIS BLOG, PLEASE LEAVE ME MESSAGES!!!

MUACKS MUACKS !! I LOVE YOU BOTH!! MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH!!

Watch Orang Besi

Today went to Ipoh to watch Iron Man...



Participants: Siyuen, Chee Yoong, Fei, Mok, Sek Yen and Hwa...


Haiz... Why Kampar so noob... No cinema geh. Nid to ride 1 hours car to Ipoh to watch movies!!!
Today Chee Yoong drive. The movie is great. Hmm... Tink I also wanna learn how to make bombs... (Jie Jie will be the first person to try my bombs...Hehe... Jie Jie, happy o nt? Shud be honoured la)


Sigh... From now on, I'll be the one female with them. So, soon, I'll be like a boy too. Yi Tong going to UTP. Kei and Hui Xin going to matriculation. I'm going to Seri Kampar with the guys. Haiz...
And the noob Lee Chee Yoong ar!! Still haven decide his future ar! Last time dun study hard, people exam you sleep at home! See now!! Must study hard from now on!!!


Okay, back to the main point. We went to Ipoh... so boring la!!! No gals shopping with me. The boys all stuck in the bookstore read books. But got something makes me happy. Finally I bought a pencil case. No bunny on it. Just a simple one.


Looks so simple, so I add a teddy bear accessory to it.

Farewell

Had a party at my house last nite... 9 May...

watching Claymore (Fei's suggestion)

I, Fei and Yi Chun cooked. Hehe... Actually I just helped a bit. Fei did a lot! He make the tong sui.. =)See, Fei so slim ler!!! Hehe... me slimmer...

After eating, the boys play card game...


Kei and Hui Xin going to Johor today (10 May)...

Gonna miss them very very much. Hui Xin not here, no one fight things with me le.
Seems like I'm a bit used to Kei's absence. Cos she've gone to S'pore for so long time, but in Johor is much better la. We still can chat in phone (FnF numbers, very cheap... hehe).

One thing I'm worrying. Its just like a starting point for us to separate. At this moment, all of us say we won't forget each other. We be the same when we're back. But who can guarantee that you won't change? When you both are abroad, you'll meet new friends. You'll change to adopt to the new environment. I'm afraid that you both are back, we'll be strangers. No more like now, can chat as we like. I scared I'll be a stranger to you both.

But we still have a long journey to go. We have to sacrifice for our future. Although we are not willing to separate, but we have to.

No matter what happens, we're still friends. This is a promise. A lifetime promise. Till the end of my life, you're still my friends. Remember ar, you both are my children's kaima ar!!!

Change

The things I cared about so much in the past seems not important to me now.
For example:
In the past, I'm irresistible to chocolates. Whenever I saw chocolates, my heart will fly to it. But now, I lost those passion.
(I just make a rough example, I still like chocolates)


Before this, when I saw you appeared, I'll feel like rushing to you and talk to you. I have to work so hard to stop myself from doing so. I used to think, do you have the same feeling? (自作多情) But now, the answer is not important anymore.


Hmm... the plant that I plant seems to wilt completely. Roots also gone le. Then someone accidentally throw some seeds into my pot. Never thought of planting it. Never realised when it start growing. Deciding whether I want to water the plant or not.

Congratulations!!!

Miss Lee Yi Tong get into

UTP ler!!!

So, for your infomation... she is not going to the matriculation course anymore!!! So, Grats Miss Sherry, you have a bigger chance to enter matric le.

The Day We United

At last, all are back. Fei and Mok is back from camp. Kei is back. Everyone is here.
But everyone is busy doing their own things. Kei, Hui Xin and Yi Tong are busy packing their things to Johor, their new school is there.

Just as I expected, when Kei is back, she have no time to spend with me. Everyday busy with her things.

Fei came back today. So handsome le... =) We make dumplings together =)

So tired today... went out to buy new school uniform (the size is too big for me, hehe... I really thin liao... the boss say its the smallest size)
I bought a new pair of shoes and a new bag... so happy =)

Sad thing: Still cant buy a nice pencil case la... What happen la??!!! Why no cute cute pencil case de? I want a pencil case with a big rabbit doll... Just like my old one...

So cute rite?... but the zip is spoilt, so cant use...

Tonight maybe got go out for supper with friends... and tomorrow got a farewell party for Kei, Yi Tong and Hui Xin at my house....

I wanna get my car license ASAP!!!

*Not feeling well today... sigh...

Another Day Out = Sing k =)

Participants: Siyuen, Wai Kei, Hui Xin, Yi Chun, Yang Jie, Sek Yen (Chee Yoong and Hwa join us later)


Kei's back from s'pore so we went to Ipoh with her... Play whole day... We go sing karaoke... and shopping. She and Hui Xin bought some expensive clothes... Hui Xin bought a RM109 shirt (uniform)... Kei bought a Rm69.90 shorts... its a very short short... =_=" shocked when the salesgirl told us the price...
(I bought a set of sushi and eat myself when they are busy trying on the shirts... Hahax)


Sing karaoke!!! Sang from 2pm till 7pm!!! Now I got a bit sore throat... We smuggle cokes and potato chips into the kbox... XP

obsessed in singing..hahax
all busy choosing songs...

After that we went to the bus stop to wait for bus... Wait till 8pm++... at last got bus back to Kampar...


Everyone is extremely hungry.. cos they just ate breakfast and those titbits for the whole day...
Me not hungry... =)


Haha... Yang Jie no eat sushi... xp