Sunday, December 20, 2009

Going to Brunei

Just like the previous years, I', going to Brunei again.
But this time is totally different.
It's not a vacation anymore.
Not for us to hide from our mums and enjoy.
Not for laughter and fun.

He is not there anymore.
The place wont be the same.

He is not there to watch drama series with us.
Not there to watch those TV awards with us.
Not there to eat supper with us.
Not there to chat and joke bout our mums.


Going there to pack his things back.

How is Brunei without him?

Since I was two, I knew that going to Brunei means staying with him.
Going to Brunei is going to him.

Shopping without him.
Eating without him.

What will it be?

I'm afraid that I cant hold my tears when I saw those places we've been together before.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Photos of the Trip ❤


Having lunch at Uncle Duck~





Sopo Yi Tong and Sopo Hui Xin *camwhoring*




 
Sopo Yi Tong *Sooo cute*





Wai Kei and me~~





Orang kaya  - Shopping spree




 
 Four sopos..inside the toilet




 
Leng Luis





warm hug..





Inside the monorail...=_=





Outside the ice skating field...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Hurting and Get Hurt

Too dependent is not a good thing.
Especially when you spoilt me.
Helping me always.. following my order always.

Making our life harder for each other.
You're always asking for Stop.
And always... it came to no change in the end.

I am selfish.

What should I do to stop everything?
I hate myself.
I hate this part of me.


Why am I like this?

Going insane soon.




Sorry for being vain and heartless.
But sorry is useless to you.

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输





I'm Back

I'm very tired.
Shopped for 4 days continuously..
Bought many things.


I've no directions.

Friday, December 11, 2009

HAd a nice day yesterday

Yesterday is my first day of freedom.

Never been so so so free.

Before this, the burden of studies is stacked on my chest. Even during holiday... I enjoyed.. buy everytime before I sleep, I'll think of the things I haven revised. The chapters I haven covered.

Yesterday, I went to Ipoh with the guys. XD Sek Yen, Hwa and my dear (Yang Jie).








We watched Princess and the Frog.
I drank the whole cup of large cola before the movie ends (just halfway only)...
The movie is so so so funny and Yang Jie keep teasing me which make me nearly burst.
At last, I ran out halfway looking for toilet.


The alligator looks like Ong Kel-Vin XD




I bought many things again. XP
For the first time, I bought cosmetics to spat on my face.
Lip gloss.

I bought sunblocks from Etude House.








I bought a new handbag (thanks for teh opinions from the guys).




I bought two beautiful photo frames.




Later I will go do pedicure and manicure. First time also.
Post up images later!

Finally.. My freedom came

So fast, exam ends. School ends.
And this time... I really really do not need to wear uniform to school again.

Time is something special.
Every seconds and every minutes seems to past by slowy.
But day and months is so fast.
So fast, one and a half year have past.
Being with them everyday since May 2008.
Missed their voices.
Their laughter.
Can we still meet each other in the future?
Or study in the same university?





Frankly, I didnt do well in this the exam this time.
Especially Chemistry and Maths.

Buy nevermind. 

The end.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Member List

Name List of participants:

  1. Cheah Yi Cun
  2. Saw Tin Hwa
  3. Shum Sek Yen
  4. Fong Si Yuen
  5. Chin Wai Kei
  6. Chong Hui Xin
  7. Wong Jun Kit
  8. Choo Cheong Fei
  9. Lee Chee Yoong
  10. Mok Wai Keat
  11. Leong Mei Yee
  12. Lim Yoke Ling
Miss Lee Yi tong just join us for one day.