Saturday, July 17, 2010

路是要向前走

From the beginning until now I'm always thinking about the past.
Thinking about the secondary school days.. 
Eventhough everyone have already move forward.. I'm still thinking about the past.

I realise that it is wrong to be like this.. 

If I was still in Kampar, I will never have the chance to improve myself.
Never have the chance to learn how to be independent.

Life is a road with no turning point.. no reverse.
The only thing we can do is moving forward.
Thinking about the past will just make us feel sad and lonely.

Life here is hard for me.
I keep on thinking bout the past 7 months..
Eat and sleep everyday..
Food id readily served when I'm hungry.
Laundry is done perfectly by my mum..
I dont have to walk more than 30 steps to reach the place I wan to go (Stickkie will fetch me most of the time)..
I dont need to carry those heavy things.. (Stickkie and my bro will do so)..
Wont be boring for long.. Stickkie will come accompany me.. and house's internet is GREAT compare to here..

When I think back these things.. I keep on compare to my life now.. which makes me feel SAD.

So.. from now on.. I'll just think of the future..
How happy am I when weekends come.. I can rest and use webcam to chat with Stickkie.. ^_^
How happy am I when sem break reach! I can go home and eat and eat and eat and meet everyone!


Go Go 加油!Aza Aza!!


1 comment:

tong said...

not only u, i also keep looking backwards........i am scare to go forward but i dun wana stay at the same place. i dun kno wad am i doing now.i dun kno wad happen to me today, everything is not smooth. i wana hide away.