My Summary of Year 2009

To make things easy.. I'll divide them into parts.

(Just like those Astrology books)

*Study*

Continue my Form 6 (Upper 6)

This is the worst year for me in studying.

From Primary 1 until now, I had never been so bad in my studies.

I've tried hard. The results is still the same.

And, Chemistry used to be my favourite field of science, but it turns to my least fav this year.

My brain cant work out with those Physical Chemistry.

And Maths. Every kids thought Maths is just 1 +1.

Addition. Subtraction. Multiplication. Division.

But actually, it's something magical.

One way can derive to infinity ways = deadly

*Friendship*

Old frens are still the same. Funny and easy to be with.

Loving and adorable (the gals only).

Love to hang out with them.

I hope that our friendship wont change.

I treasure them very very much.

In Form 6, I got some new friends.

Some easy going friends. Some bad influence (I talking bout Yoke Ling, I know she will be reading this!)

Some funny friends. Some super kind and innocent (Ming Miin).

Some I dislike, some I like. Some super violent.

An unforgettable year..

*Family*

Everytime I mention the word family, 3 person will appears in my mind.

My dad. My Uncle. And Aunt Ursula.

My dad is the most wonderful man.

He is growing older and older = becoming a fuss pot.

But I still love him very much.

I am thinking ways to help him stop smoking.

My Uncle, who left me two days before my birthday.

He is a funny man. Very understanding. Sometimes very childish.

Very clever. He can always react immediately to my mum's "explosion".

He always helped me and Yvonne to dodge away our mum's attack. ^__^

I love him. I missed him.

Aunt Ursula.

Since my uncle's dead, she brought a lot of problems to my sweet family.

No, before my Uncle's dead she is already like that.

The fat, greedy woman.

Everytime I think about her, I'll feel disgusted.

Very sorry to say that.

*Love*

First time broke up.

Survived.

Then. After 9 months. Patch up again.

That's all.

*Money*

Got scholarship.

Spent 70% of it.

My biggest sponsor is not here anymore.

Got to go work to earn money for myself.

*Overall*

 Not a good year.

Hope for a better year.

HappY New Year everyone!

My Christmas 2009

A Christmas without my dearly friends...

Had dinner with erm... I dunno how to introduce him...

A brother? Hahax...

Yvonne, me, Hock Leong and Ken.

4 person... ate Japanese food.. salmon tataki~

After that, we had a drink at Taurean Cafe.

Then a movie (midnite show)

It's the lousiest movie I had ever watched.

Treasure Hunter by Jay Chou.

No point. Bad storyline.

No suspense. No climax. No meaning at all.

All I get is loads of question marks asking why.

My mum phoned me and told me tat all my darlings are at Wai Kei's house.

I wish I could join.

I missed them.

Last year.. I had a embarrass experience.

He bought something and I thought it was for me.

And of course it wasnt.

So bad.

Today.. watch movie again.

Today with erm.. Uncle Lewis? Hahax..

Sherlock Holmes. Cast by Robert Downey Jr.

Fantastic. I like him so much!

I missed Malaysia.

I missed my bed.

I missed my friends.

Beyond Imagination

Monday. 21 Dec 2009.

Something beyond expectation... beyond my imagination occured.

I thought these things only happens in drama.

Cruelly.. vainly.. I called him go home.

Left him there. Just like that.

I cant stop myself from thinking. Confusing.

How bad I am.

How vain I am.

How awful I am.

So bad.

Should I give him a chance?

He seems alright now.

But it really drive me crazy.

Keep thinking and thinking.

What should I do.

The more normal he is, the more  confused I am.

Should things end like this?

Anyone could help?

Going to Brunei

Just like the previous years, I', going to Brunei again.

But this time is totally different.

It's not a vacation anymore.

Not for us to hide from our mums and enjoy.

Not for laughter and fun.

He is not there anymore.

The place wont be the same.

He is not there to watch drama series with us.

Not there to watch those TV awards with us.

Not there to eat supper with us.

Not there to chat and joke bout our mums.

Going there to pack his things back.

How is Brunei without him?

Since I was two, I knew that going to Brunei means staying with him.

Going to Brunei is going to him.

Shopping without him.

Eating without him.

What will it be?

I'm afraid that I cant hold my tears when I saw those places we've been together before.

Photos of the Trip ❤

Having lunch at Uncle Duck~

Sopo Yi Tong and Sopo Hui Xin *camwhoring*

 

Sopo Yi Tong *Sooo cute*

Wai Kei and me~~

Orang kaya  - Shopping spree

 

 Four sopos..inside the toilet

 

Leng Luis

warm hug..

Inside the monorail...=_=

Outside the ice skating field...

Hurting and Get Hurt

Too dependent is not a good thing.

Especially when you spoilt me.

Helping me always.. following my order always.

Making our life harder for each other.

You're always asking for Stop.

And always... it came to no change in the end.

I am selfish.

What should I do to stop everything?

I hate myself.

I hate this part of me.

Why am I like this?

Going insane soon.

Sorry for being vain and heartless.

But sorry is useless to you.

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输

I'm Back

I'm very tired.

Shopped for 4 days continuously..

Bought many things.

I've no directions.

HAd a nice day yesterday

Yesterday is my first day of freedom.


Never been so so so free.


Before this, the burden of studies is stacked on my chest. Even during holiday... I enjoyed.. buy everytime before I sleep, I'll think of the things I haven revised. The chapters I haven covered.


Yesterday, I went to Ipoh with the guys. XD Sek Yen, Hwa and my dear (Yang Jie).

We watched Princess and the Frog.
I drank the whole cup of large cola before the movie ends (just halfway only)...
The movie is so so so funny and Yang Jie keep teasing me which make me nearly burst.
At last, I ran out halfway looking for toilet.




The alligator looks like Ong Kel-Vin XD








I bought many things again. XP
For the first time, I bought cosmetics to spat on my face.
Lip gloss.


I bought sunblocks from Etude House.

I bought a new handbag (thanks for teh opinions from the guys).

I bought two beautiful photo frames.








Later I will go do pedicure and manicure. First time also.
Post up images later!

Finally.. My freedom came

So fast, exam ends. School ends.

And this time... I really really do not need to wear uniform to school again.

Time is something special.

Every seconds and every minutes seems to past by slowy.

But day and months is so fast.

So fast, one and a half year have past.

Being with them everyday since May 2008.

Missed their voices.

Their laughter.

Can we still meet each other in the future?

Or study in the same university?

Frankly, I didnt do well in this the exam this time.

Especially Chemistry and Maths.

Buy nevermind. 

The end.

Member List

Name List of participants:

1. Cheah Yi Cun
2. Saw Tin Hwa
3. Shum Sek Yen
4. Fong Si Yuen
5. Chin Wai Kei
6. Chong Hui Xin
7. Wong Jun Kit
8. Choo Cheong Fei
9. Lee Chee Yoong
10. Mok Wai Keat
11. Leong Mei Yee
12. Lim Yoke Ling

Miss Lee Yi tong just join us for one day.

♥ Trip with my Darlings ♥

12 Dec (Saturday) to 13 Dec (Sunday)

12 Dec:

We'll take the earliest train to KL.

Find our way to Sunway.

Spend our day there.

Then, go to the hotel (near Bukit Bintang)

13Dec:

ShoPPinG!!!!!!!!!!!

Shop till we drop...

Then, find a train or bus back Kampar.

Trip ends...

Jun Kit is arranging the hotel things.

I'm the Secretary, in charge of the members of the trip.

So, those who are interested, please give me ur name.

Registration closing date:  8Dec2009 (Tuesday)

We need to book the hotel room and buy train tickets. Thus, please inform me earlier.

If you‘re not planning to spend much on the 2nd day, bring around RM150 will be enough for u to eat and sleep.

*Alternate ways*

If you only want to go to Sunway buy not Shopping Day, you can also return to Kampar first on 12Dec nite.

Miss Lee Yi Tong will be ur tour guide and bring u home safely. o(≧v≦)o~~

Nearly forget to tell you all.

The 团长 of the trip is Mr. Cheah Yi Chun. \(^o^)/

Happy evening out b4 exam

Had a very very nice evening..

Erm.. although the movie is not as romantic as I expected but watching the pair of lovebird beside me is enough for me to freeze.

Long time didn hang out with them.

Really love them very much.

Funny things always happen.

Have you seen people fighting in the cinema?

okay, it happenned like tis.

LCY sat behind LYT.

LYT scaredthat LCY will make fun of her or put his leg on her seat.

So she pick up a fight with him. In the cinema.

She knelt on the seat and turn back to him and with a swift action... his specs fell on to the floor.

HAha...

We watch New Moon.

It's cold inside the cinema.

So when I came out, I look pale.

Cheong Fei: See, Fong became a vampire. (New Moon is a vampire movie)

Fong: *throw him a stern look*

Cheong Fei: But there're no such ugly vampire.

Chee Yoong: She is a mutated one.

Fong: *caught Fei* *pinched him hard* What did you said? You say me ugly? Faster praise me!

Cheong Fei: oh, you're beautiful.

*A girl nex to me stared at me*

=_= sangat malu la!!

After the movie... we go eat...

Tonight I broke my rules. And ordered a lot of food.

Cheong Fei: I go order super spicy sausage and add spicy powder. We play game and the loser will eat.

Game: everyone put out some fingers. 0-5 fingers. Count. The number stop at who then who will have to eat.

First person to eat: Eddie Chang *wakakaka*

Second: Hui Xin, Yi Tong shared half.

Third: Me

Buy before I eat... Xin gu~~~ burst...

So, end up, I gave it to Chee Yoong.

I think the best part of the day is wehn we're heading back home.

Sang with Tong and Xin in the car.

Sang those songs that we used to sing during our school days.

Those good old days.

I love being with them.

No need to pretend anything.

No need to act to be happy or pretend to be happy even if we're not.

No need to tell lies.

No need to face hypocricity.

电灯胆

keke... tomorrow I'm going to watch New Moon.

With Yi Tong, Hui Xin, Eddie, Sek Yen and Cheong Fei.

*Exam haven end... but I need to relax my brain*

the distance between my ambition and my result

okay.. all the Paper 2 have past.. not good for me.

Have to start preparing to face the failure.

The worst paper is Chemistry. Which is a very important paper. If we fail this paper, we're not allowed to apply any courses related to Science.

The worst November in my Life

November of year 2009

November used to be my favourite month.. because it's my birthday month...

But this year's November.. two uncles left me.

And I am sitting for a major exam this month.

No mood for revision. And time is not enough.

Plus... some actors came to my house and mess up my life.

Those disgusting, hypocrite homo sapiens no, I dont think she belongs to the same species with me.She is something like Ursula.

Really loss my appetite if I have to eat with her.

Don't even wanna reply her questions.

But I still have to respect this creature.

Only two papers past.

Still ok..

Haven reach the worst state.

Me and my Lovely Tigger

The huge tigger is a present from my classmates...

A huge tigger is what I want for my bday since many years ago..

This year I got it...

but i lose something much valueble...

Time passes... trying to let time bring away my sadness...

The pinky pig with lion mane is from Yoke Ling and Suet..

Thank you all very much!!

He, who mould me to what I'm now.

When I was small, I'm very very afraid of him.

When I heard his foot steps, I'll tremble in fright. Worrying that I've done something wrong that will make him angry.

I never dare to stand, or even move, when he ordered me to sit.

In my memory, he is the first person who taught me ABC.

Teach me what I should do, and what I should not.

My mum and dad both was illiterate, thus, he is he one who teach me and help me to revised my homeworks.

He is the one to go take my report cards... giving out name cards to teachers so that teacher can contact him if I did something wrong at school.

He is the one who forced me to do dictations. A very different kind of dictations.

He bought me story books and want me to memorize every single world and then write them out.

I dont remember how many storys have I memorize by heart...

When I was 4,  he taught me multiplication table.

Punished me by making me do sit-ups...

He brought me to his office and make me do homework there (he knew tat I'll go play if I wan at him without him around).

When I was 5, he bought me my first Children Learing Computer.

Those with word games, trivia, mathematics questions...

When I was 6, he brought me to Singapore. 

To me, it's my first trip oversea. XP

"Going to Brunei is not a trip"

When I was 7, he bought me Enid Blytons children novels.

Luckily, I need not to do dictations anymore.

When I was in my Primary 1, he will buy Primary 2's workbooks for me.

He say, like this can make me study better.

He send me to mental arithmatics classes to improve my Maths.

My first story telling competition is in 1997.

Title : The Rabbit and The Tortoise.

He was very happy when he knew that I was selected.

He brought me to his office and practise the story to everyone in the office.

He is the only parent that came to watch my presentation at ICC, Brunei. (mum need to look after my bro and dad is working)

I got number 2.

He framed up my certificate and hang it on the wall of the living room.

Year 1999.. my mum and dad moved back to Malaysia. 

My uncle wants me to finish my primary school in Brunei so i stayed there with him, but I missed my parents very much and always cry.. so after my Primary 5, he send me back too.

Since then, every year end, me, Yvonne and Hock Leong will spend our year end holiday in Brunei. 

The whole month there.

Many people ask me what did i do there.

My reply is : eat, sleep, shopping and watch tv.

After my SPM, I have a few months holiday.

I went to work in Brunei to accompany him.

Every friend told me that their working experince was tiring.

Mine... totally opposite.

It's very very fun... although the working hours are long... sometimes tring... but I really enjoyed it very very much.

I worked in a toy shop and lunch and dinner is provided...

He will cook soups and send it to me during dinner time... 

After work, he'll bring me out for supper.

Then back home watch tv and I'll tell everything happened on that day.

I started to know that I'm not afraid of him anymore.

Respect and afraid is different.

He is my second father.

He is the one who mould me to what I'm now.

Sigh Again

Jus now when I on my lappy..

A little note pop out and says the battery is going to die soon and remind me to order one online before this battery die.

So, I checked the prices.. almost drop dead.. =_=

Around RM400 for a simple stupid battery...

Exam is in the corner and I'm becoming more and more sleepy.

More and more lazy.

Who can help me???

Chemistry is my worse subject now.

Follow up is Mathematics.

Exam... afetr this exam i'll have a few good months to rest and play.

Cant wait anymore.

Malam Sekalung Budi

This is an annual dinner organised by my school...

Students with special awards will be invited...
And this year... I'm involved... o(n_n)o

Form 6 Graduation Day o(n_n)o

♥ Pra U (A) Sains Alfa ♥

♬ Yi Chun ♩ Me ♩ Bon Ho ♬

＊Zhi Ying = Me ＊

♡ Jeat Yee x Me ♡

◁ Mei Yee • Yi Chun ▷

⊹ Sook Fun * Kok Lai ⊹

⊰ Kar Wei Θ Sook Fun ⊱

❤ Ling ~ Mei Yee ~ Zhi Ying ~ Sook Fun ❤

♥ Ming Miin ~ Me ~ Ling ♥

幸福与我

幸福与我并不远。\(≧▽≦)/



对我而言，幸福是

很多很多的 努力 和 爱心 所换来的 温暖 和 关心。

金钱是买不到的。


幸福不是必然的
所以我们要珍惜我们现在拥有的



如果觉得自己不幸福，不快乐

那就要努力做好自己的本分，让自己开心。

知足常乐！

让身边所有人开心
就是等于让自己幸福。


O(∩_∩)o~ 要幸福并不难！

简简单单和朋友们吃顿饭。。。
轻轻松松和家人聊聊天。。。
无聊没事做就看看电视。。。
能够做到这些，就是幸福的。


世界上，还有很多人连这些小事都做不到哦。

Birthday birthday birthday.....

Birthday means presents... Wakakakakaka...

Life

This year, my honeys are not coming back to celebrate my birthday with me...

Wai Kei celebrate my birthday with me every year since Form 1...

And also Yang Jie.. Yi Tong and Hui Xin...


Hope Yi Tong can come back..

Miss you all very very very much.
Miss your smile.
Miss your voice.
Miss your thurder loud laughing sound.
Miss your violent push.
Miss your warm warm hug (oni the gals one).

So.. this year, I invite my new classmates (my From 6 friends)...
Next year, all of us will further our studies at different places, so, we may not have the chance to celebrate together again.





Acquaintances coming in and out of our life...

We met different people daily... and some will leave deep memories in our heart.

Last year, when I realised that my beloved frens are leaving me, I felt so desperate...
Praying everyday that I can enter any school that can be with them.
Dont want to separate with them.


But at last, I entered Form 6, which lead me to another pathway.
Making new frens, which help me to walk though my last year of school life.
Memorable ones... sweet ones... scary ones... and irritating ones...
I wont forget any of them.


We have gone through difficult times together...
Mr Au's class...
working together to clean up our class...
doing funny experiments (never success one)..


But soon.. we'll separate.


Life continue going.