Beyond Imagination

Monday. 21 Dec 2009.

Something beyond expectation... beyond my imagination occured.

I thought these things only happens in drama.

Cruelly.. vainly.. I called him go home.

Left him there. Just like that.

I cant stop myself from thinking. Confusing.

How bad I am.

How vain I am.

How awful I am.

So bad.

Should I give him a chance?

He seems alright now.

But it really drive me crazy.

Keep thinking and thinking.

What should I do.

The more normal he is, the more  confused I am.

Should things end like this?

Anyone could help?