Sunday, December 20, 2009

Going to Brunei

Just like the previous years, I', going to Brunei again.
But this time is totally different.
It's not a vacation anymore.
Not for us to hide from our mums and enjoy.
Not for laughter and fun.

He is not there anymore.
The place wont be the same.

He is not there to watch drama series with us.
Not there to watch those TV awards with us.
Not there to eat supper with us.
Not there to chat and joke bout our mums.


Going there to pack his things back.

How is Brunei without him?

Since I was two, I knew that going to Brunei means staying with him.
Going to Brunei is going to him.

Shopping without him.
Eating without him.

What will it be?

I'm afraid that I cant hold my tears when I saw those places we've been together before.

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