My Summary of Year 2009

To make things easy.. I'll divide them into parts.

(Just like those Astrology books)

*Study*

Continue my Form 6 (Upper 6)

This is the worst year for me in studying.

From Primary 1 until now, I had never been so bad in my studies.

I've tried hard. The results is still the same.

And, Chemistry used to be my favourite field of science, but it turns to my least fav this year.

My brain cant work out with those Physical Chemistry.

And Maths. Every kids thought Maths is just 1 +1.

Addition. Subtraction. Multiplication. Division.

But actually, it's something magical.

One way can derive to infinity ways = deadly

*Friendship*

Old frens are still the same. Funny and easy to be with.

Loving and adorable (the gals only).

Love to hang out with them.

I hope that our friendship wont change.

I treasure them very very much.

In Form 6, I got some new friends.

Some easy going friends. Some bad influence (I talking bout Yoke Ling, I know she will be reading this!)

Some funny friends. Some super kind and innocent (Ming Miin).

Some I dislike, some I like. Some super violent.

An unforgettable year..

*Family*

Everytime I mention the word family, 3 person will appears in my mind.

My dad. My Uncle. And Aunt Ursula.

My dad is the most wonderful man.

He is growing older and older = becoming a fuss pot.

But I still love him very much.

I am thinking ways to help him stop smoking.

My Uncle, who left me two days before my birthday.

He is a funny man. Very understanding. Sometimes very childish.

Very clever. He can always react immediately to my mum's "explosion".

He always helped me and Yvonne to dodge away our mum's attack. ^__^

I love him. I missed him.

Aunt Ursula.

Since my uncle's dead, she brought a lot of problems to my sweet family.

No, before my Uncle's dead she is already like that.

The fat, greedy woman.

Everytime I think about her, I'll feel disgusted.

Very sorry to say that.

*Love*

First time broke up.

Survived.

Then. After 9 months. Patch up again.

That's all.

*Money*

Got scholarship.

Spent 70% of it.

My biggest sponsor is not here anymore.

Got to go work to earn money for myself.

*Overall*

 Not a good year.

Hope for a better year.

HappY New Year everyone!

My Christmas 2009

A Christmas without my dearly friends...

Had dinner with erm... I dunno how to introduce him...

A brother? Hahax...

Yvonne, me, Hock Leong and Ken.

4 person... ate Japanese food.. salmon tataki~

After that, we had a drink at Taurean Cafe.

Then a movie (midnite show)

It's the lousiest movie I had ever watched.

Treasure Hunter by Jay Chou.

No point. Bad storyline.

No suspense. No climax. No meaning at all.

All I get is loads of question marks asking why.

My mum phoned me and told me tat all my darlings are at Wai Kei's house.

I wish I could join.

I missed them.

Last year.. I had a embarrass experience.

He bought something and I thought it was for me.

And of course it wasnt.

So bad.

Today.. watch movie again.

Today with erm.. Uncle Lewis? Hahax..

Sherlock Holmes. Cast by Robert Downey Jr.

Fantastic. I like him so much!

I missed Malaysia.

I missed my bed.

I missed my friends.

Beyond Imagination

Monday. 21 Dec 2009.

Something beyond expectation... beyond my imagination occured.

I thought these things only happens in drama.

Cruelly.. vainly.. I called him go home.

Left him there. Just like that.

I cant stop myself from thinking. Confusing.

How bad I am.

How vain I am.

How awful I am.

So bad.

Should I give him a chance?

He seems alright now.

But it really drive me crazy.

Keep thinking and thinking.

What should I do.

The more normal he is, the more  confused I am.

Should things end like this?

Anyone could help?

Going to Brunei

Just like the previous years, I', going to Brunei again.

But this time is totally different.

It's not a vacation anymore.

Not for us to hide from our mums and enjoy.

Not for laughter and fun.

He is not there anymore.

The place wont be the same.

He is not there to watch drama series with us.

Not there to watch those TV awards with us.

Not there to eat supper with us.

Not there to chat and joke bout our mums.

Going there to pack his things back.

How is Brunei without him?

Since I was two, I knew that going to Brunei means staying with him.

Going to Brunei is going to him.

Shopping without him.

Eating without him.

What will it be?

I'm afraid that I cant hold my tears when I saw those places we've been together before.

Photos of the Trip ❤

Having lunch at Uncle Duck~

Sopo Yi Tong and Sopo Hui Xin *camwhoring*

 

Sopo Yi Tong *Sooo cute*

Wai Kei and me~~

Orang kaya  - Shopping spree

 

 Four sopos..inside the toilet

 

Leng Luis

warm hug..

Inside the monorail...=_=

Outside the ice skating field...

Hurting and Get Hurt

Too dependent is not a good thing.

Especially when you spoilt me.

Helping me always.. following my order always.

Making our life harder for each other.

You're always asking for Stop.

And always... it came to no change in the end.

I am selfish.

What should I do to stop everything?

I hate myself.

I hate this part of me.

Why am I like this?

Going insane soon.

Sorry for being vain and heartless.

But sorry is useless to you.

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输

I'm Back

I'm very tired.

Shopped for 4 days continuously..

Bought many things.

I've no directions.

HAd a nice day yesterday

Yesterday is my first day of freedom.


Never been so so so free.


Before this, the burden of studies is stacked on my chest. Even during holiday... I enjoyed.. buy everytime before I sleep, I'll think of the things I haven revised. The chapters I haven covered.


Yesterday, I went to Ipoh with the guys. XD Sek Yen, Hwa and my dear (Yang Jie).

We watched Princess and the Frog.
I drank the whole cup of large cola before the movie ends (just halfway only)...
The movie is so so so funny and Yang Jie keep teasing me which make me nearly burst.
At last, I ran out halfway looking for toilet.




The alligator looks like Ong Kel-Vin XD








I bought many things again. XP
For the first time, I bought cosmetics to spat on my face.
Lip gloss.


I bought sunblocks from Etude House.

I bought a new handbag (thanks for teh opinions from the guys).

I bought two beautiful photo frames.








Later I will go do pedicure and manicure. First time also.
Post up images later!

Finally.. My freedom came

So fast, exam ends. School ends.

And this time... I really really do not need to wear uniform to school again.

Time is something special.

Every seconds and every minutes seems to past by slowy.

But day and months is so fast.

So fast, one and a half year have past.

Being with them everyday since May 2008.

Missed their voices.

Their laughter.

Can we still meet each other in the future?

Or study in the same university?

Frankly, I didnt do well in this the exam this time.

Especially Chemistry and Maths.

Buy nevermind. 

The end.

Member List

Name List of participants:

1. Cheah Yi Cun
2. Saw Tin Hwa
3. Shum Sek Yen
4. Fong Si Yuen
5. Chin Wai Kei
6. Chong Hui Xin
7. Wong Jun Kit
8. Choo Cheong Fei
9. Lee Chee Yoong
10. Mok Wai Keat
11. Leong Mei Yee
12. Lim Yoke Ling

Miss Lee Yi tong just join us for one day.

♥ Trip with my Darlings ♥

12 Dec (Saturday) to 13 Dec (Sunday)

12 Dec:

We'll take the earliest train to KL.

Find our way to Sunway.

Spend our day there.

Then, go to the hotel (near Bukit Bintang)

13Dec:

ShoPPinG!!!!!!!!!!!

Shop till we drop...

Then, find a train or bus back Kampar.

Trip ends...

Jun Kit is arranging the hotel things.

I'm the Secretary, in charge of the members of the trip.

So, those who are interested, please give me ur name.

Registration closing date:  8Dec2009 (Tuesday)

We need to book the hotel room and buy train tickets. Thus, please inform me earlier.

If you‘re not planning to spend much on the 2nd day, bring around RM150 will be enough for u to eat and sleep.

*Alternate ways*

If you only want to go to Sunway buy not Shopping Day, you can also return to Kampar first on 12Dec nite.

Miss Lee Yi Tong will be ur tour guide and bring u home safely. o(≧v≦)o~~

Nearly forget to tell you all.

The 团长 of the trip is Mr. Cheah Yi Chun. \(^o^)/