My First Semester Break

Hmm.. a lot of things I want to do..

First of all is my big and small projects.. ^.^ *suprises for you and me.. hohoho*

Then.. I wanna go here and there.. relax and relax.. 

I need to empty my brain.. It's full of junks and rubbish and a bit of everything.

And something actually bothers me a lot and I cant get rid of them..

Hope that the one month break can let me shoo away this thing.. 

I hate problems.

And I hate thinking and thinking.. repeating the question everyday.. 

Figuring out the solutions for the problems.

And I hate those who gave me problems.

Next time, give me solution instead.. I'll be much more delighted.

Thinking back about the year end holidays I used to had.
Every year end.. since my Primary 6, my holiday is Brunei.
Even last year, it's the same. Brunei.
But a different trip.

Usually, I never plan where to spend my holiday.. My uncle will plan everything for me..

But this year.. I have to start planning for myself.

I realised that I never actually spend a single year end's holiday with my friends or classmates.

So pity.

In the evening, Cheong Fei sms-ed me..

He said he missed our school life..

I do too.. and I believed that most of us do..

Just now, Ling told me about her sem break plans with her coursemates..

Quite envious.. 

Cos she got lots of chinese coursemates.. 

They can go out for holiday together..

Me? I only have 2.

And chances of going out for trip together is lower than 10%.

I wish I could have more tolerable coursemates. T.T

So.. in conclusion.. If I want to go for vacation, I have to match all the holidays of my darlings or, date my lovely cousin *^^ please spare some time for me*..

Stickkie's holidays starts when mine ends.. so we just have weekends to spend together.. 

*Stickkie, it's alright! We can just go Ipoh.. ^^*

Sem breaks are precious.. in this coming sem break.. I want to spend everyday to the fullest!

My plannings.

I want to spend some time for my granny.. 

The previous time I phoned her I cried.. T.T 

Old people likes to say weird things. 

I want to spend some time for my home..

Stay at home.. lay on the sofa and watch TV.

Listen to my mum's nagging and grumbling..

Watching my crybaby brother playing alone.. doing funny things..

Or forced the used-to-be-fatdog play piano for me..

Or.. wait Stickkie to come accompany me..

I want to spend some time with Stickkie.

Sit beside him and let him talk and talk.

I'll remain silent this time!

I want to spend some time for my friends.

I want to listen to their jokes.

Listen to how they criticise people.. and joke about each other..

I want to spend some time in the kitchen!

The last thing I've made at home were some tarts.

This time I wanna try mushroom soup.

*Like the one Uncle Alex Wong made*

And pancakes..

And if my mum allow me.. I wanna make cookies.. and try to make soups..

And lastly.. some time for my DIY. or art and crafts.

I like cutting and pasting. ^^

Or make myself a doll? I never try it before!

AND AND AND!!! I want to the cinema to watch movies.
And read some books. *Time Traveller's Wife*
And of course.. update my wardrobe!

I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

   

When Eagle Mama Left

Sobs.. Zhi Ying went home last night..

She is the earliest among us to go home.. T.T

Unfair.

She got 6 papers.

I got 6 papers too. 

She went back on 27Nov.. Me?! One week later!! 

She used to be the "Mum" in the room..

HAha.. too dependent on her...

It'd became a habit for me to rely on her.

She did her packing and packaging yesterday.. 

First, when I was asleep..

Ying: Ling, help me keep this nail clipper.. Give it back to me next year when I come back.

Ling: O.O *blurred* why?

Reason: Because we all used to use her nail clipper.. T.T I just open her drawer and take it myself whenever I want to use it. *Mama so caring*

Ying: There's still some dried chrysanthemum flowers here.. remember to make tea and drink.

*Sounds like a real mum right?*

Now, Ling's turn to nap and I woke up.

Ying: 

I didn keep my bottle of detergent, just in-case you both not enough, can use mine.

I leave the extension here.. you both can use it.

I still got a few bottles of water.. you two just drink it la.. After tat just put back the bottles there..

It's just like mama is going out for a few days and prepare all things for us.. Haha..

The day without Zhi Ying..

No one pulls the curtains.. No one wake up early in the morning..

No one sitting in the corner all day long..

I need to bring the keys to the toilet.. T.T

Usually Ying will be inside the room so I need not to worry that I dont have the keys to enter..

Hmm.. Missed her actually. 

Because I get used to the room with her making noises.

   

Ridiculous Day? Or Night?

I thought that today will be a good day.. 

Because, we planned to go out for lunch and visit a house that we may rent next year.

Lunch= KFC again.

We like KT's KFC.

After lunch.. Mydin 

No other places..

Thought of making the last steamboat dinner for this semester.. so.. we bought a piece of boneless chicken *for the soup*..

And pick some fried meat balls.. Crab meat.. seafood tofu.. fishcakes..

Sadly.. no beefballs.. and no taufu pok. These two is my favourites!!! T.T

Visit the house. Erm.. 

The house is big.. We still dont have enough housemates.. 

So.. maybe we'll look for another smaller one.. 

Back dorm.. Pass by the toilet before reaching our room.. 

Why is the floor so dry?

*Open taps and see*

WTH?! NO WATER AGAIN???????

4.30pm. Hungry.

Have to start prepare our dinner...

How?

Sneak into the seniors block.. XP 

*Usually their block still have water supply even when ours ran out, cos their block have a huge tanki and less residents*.

Reach the senior block..

I was holding a rice cooker at that moment.. Ling and Ying, both holding plastic bags full of veges and meatballs.

I look retarded. People around us all were busy looking for water to bath.. but us? =_=

Still want to cook?

Continue with sneaking into the block part..

I found an empty unit, with the back door left opened.. I climbed over and entered the house..

It's nice inside!

Fully furnished. Nice rooms..

We washed our bla bla bla there...

Back room.. prepare dinner... eat.. XP

Best part starts.

Where to find water for bath?

Library.. 

So, we quickly packed our things and drove to the library.

Enter.. Sobs.. No more left..

Rushed to FST.

Ling said she know where got nice toilets.

Jeng Jeng jeng~~~

Ling pushed the toilet door slightly.. It's dark inside..

Got a female voice *Ehh!!* and slammed back the door.

I and Ling stopped.. Stunned... 

What was that? What could it be?

First thought = that kind of thing?

Think again.. tat kind of thing wont slammed back the door right?

Nothing we can do.. so we walked away..

Then, we found a tap outside the toilet... 

We took out of plastic bottle and fill them up..

Use those water for washing our face or cook mee..

Then.. we heard a man's voice inside.. and soft woman voice.

WHAT?

It's dark inside. Got girl got boy.

Do what?

Think logically. 

They wont be fixing the toilet lights right?

Ok.. Fine.. We went to another faculty to look for toilets.

Finally. 

We found nice and big toilets.

It started to rain cats and dogs when we finished.. Duh..

Seniors said.. it's always like this. NO WATER SUPPLY.

And this time, it will last for 3 days.

What a day we had.

   

   

My First Final here.. In UMT

I got 6 subjects...

Still got two papers left...
Both needs calculation.. *Maths and statics*

How was the previous papers?
Duh. XP

First paper is Material Eng.
Not bad. Not good either.. Most of the questions appeared in the past year papers before..
I got no answers for the past year.. means.. no answer for the final also. XP

Second paper is TITAS.
LOL. Not very good. I think I can manage to get a B.

Third.. Etnik,.
LMAO. Tough. Cos.. the lecturer called us to read a book.
Questions were things taken from that book.
What book is tat?
Some thing like novel, but not that thick.
Similarities= things are written in paragraph form. Everything in one big passage.
Just read. =_= and memorize!

Fourth.. the killer paper. Basic Organic Chemistry.
Luckily I need not to take the advanced paper.
This paper really can kill.
I didn do well in the mid sem test..
And this paper is far far far tougher than the mid sem test..
Means.. no hope for A.. nor B.
God bless me..


Why every paper seems hard to me?
Is that I didn work hard enough?

Yup.. maybe.

I admit that I'm not the type of people that will work 200% even when 100% is enough.
I am the 70% type.
So, means I am fated to be the B class people. Nothing higher.

I admire those hard working people very much.
How can they maintain their determination?
Doesnt their bed seduced them?
How bout dramas? Food? Games?
I cant stop myself from touching these things.

Some people can stay up late at night *around 3am*.. some people can wake early in the morning *around 4am*.. 

These are the sacrifices they made to exchange good results.

我办不到。。I cant make it.

Only hard working can bring us 100%.

Jia you jia you everyone!

*****

Study with smiles.. 

It's vital for us to secrete the happy hormones to make ourselves less unhappy.

When we're in a good mood, we'll absorb thing faster.

Do not stress up yourself.. stress will just make your brain stuck.

And lastly, study is important, so as your health.. dont regret when it's too late..

StoryTime

That day (last week) I went to the University's clinic, back pain, cant bend down my body.. =_= dunno why..

Doctor said, there's two possibilities.. 

One. Something wrong with your kidneys. WTFWTFWTF. *nearly fainted* T.T I knew the consequences of kidney failures. 

Sobs.. thousands of regrets why didn I listen to my mum.. why didn I listen to Ling Ling and Zhi Ying.. Why didn I drink more water?

Kidney problems mean I must eat healthy and tasteless foods. 

These are what i thought of at the first moment.

Second. Nerves problem.. Maybe my sleeping or sitting posture is inappropriate. 

Phew.. This is better.

I must drink more water from now on. I must stay healthy.

You all too!

   

    

Everyday is A Special Day

Some people likes to celebrate a particular date.. such as 20th October of year 2010.

Like my cousin said,

"days are only special if u made it special... What's the fuss about 10/10/10? Its just a date with a nice number thats all..If u say it only happens once, so does everyday.."

 

Everyday just happen once, so I never let sad things mess up my day for a long.

It's a waste of time locking yourself in a blind corner, feeling sad, depressed or like the world is ending later. 

If the world is going to end soon, you'll be regret for spending your last few minutes feeling sad or worried.

I know sometimes it hard to stop being sad, I feel sad all the time, but I try all my best to figured it out at once and settle the problem. 

Sadness and problems is like a cancer cell. You must removed them as soon as possible, otherwise, the cancer cells will spread and finally.. leads to fatality.

If you have questions, just ask. Got doubt? Speak it out. Something unhappy, share it with your friends and let them cheer you up. Very happy, spread the happiness!

And never feel sad for people who never feel so for you, waste your emotions only. They'll just treat you as noobs. They dont care? So what? Fine!

 

Everyday is a special day cos it only happen once in your life.

So, try to live your day to the fullest.

Live your life with minimum regrets..

*something wrong with this post cos whenever I press enter it shows single spacing, and i dunno how to change it*

   

I have make a lot of mistakes in my previous 20 years life and some of them are facts. Facts that cant be change, facts that nothing can be done anymore.

I missed a lot of precious things with my loved ones.

I made a lot of mistakes and some of them make me lost some precious things.. 

一些错犯了，就没办法回头。就等于，一次不忠百次不容。。。

 

I knew that I was wrong and I hope that you all can give me a chance to change and be better.

I want to live my life to the fullest.

I wan to be happy everyday.

I want people around me to be happy everyday.

笑一笑没什么事大不了~

 

 

*How to be happy?*

Simple.. 

 

Eat when you're hungry, dont torture your stomach. *This is the utmost important*

Smile when you're happy. Dont hide your smile.

Laugh out loud whenever you have the chance. Dont try to stop your laughters. It's burst out.

Do things you want (rasionally).. dont do silly things.

Ask all your unsure questions. Although sometimes the answers turns out to be what we least expected, at least you know the answer.

And, lastly, expressed what you feel truthfully. Like it, just say it. Dont like, just reject it. Dont force yourself to like something you dont or dislike something you love.

3 Years Old

Cherished Memories is three years old now! 

Wow. Time passes so fast.

I've recorded so many things here..

And actually, I really like reading my blog. Paiseh XP

It's so fun reading back my cherished memories.

Recalling back the funny things that happenned.

And I want to thanks to my reader. 

I knew all of my beloved ones read my blog.

Except Wai Kei.  心淡了~ Haiz... 

*Direct translation* "Who call me no post things bout pharmaceutical here.. if not she can read it as textbook".

Hui Xin read my blog.

Ling Ling also. She urges me to update when I didnt post anything for a long time.

Yang Jie also. Cos previously, I test him about my latest blog post and he is able to answer. *Happy*

Cheong Fei read too. He left messages once in a blue moon.

And Yi Tong!! ^^ *Muacks*

Stickkie too!!! * Muacks Muacks*

Yvonne (my cousin sis).. I knew you read my blog. Pls say yes! XP

And some ex-classmates.

Others, I'm not sure cos no footprints left behind.. Q.Q

Thanks for supporting my blog for such a long time.

I'll continue posting and you'll can catch up on me here.

And, I hope that you all are the contents of my post.

Always. ^^

Open the door and let happiness enters ^^

Sometimes when things go wrong, and we cant control it, we cant put down, it makes us stucked.

Keep thinking how come?

What to do now?

How to stop this?

Why is this happening?

It bothers a lot. 

To somebody, they may be only one true friend that can share everything.

This is not because that they dont have friends.

It's because, they never opens up their heart to accept the others.

When I was in Form6, I used to think tat no one can be my best friends except my secondary school friends.

Jie Jie said no. We'll be desperate for friends and companion for friends when we're alone outside.

At that time, we'll make friends.

There's no such thing as alone and alone can be okay.

Maybe you prefer silence rather than laughters.

But sharing happiness is definitely better than having it alone.

Share with more people, you'll gain more happiness.

To me, I like sharing. Almost everything. 

I can repeat and repeat the same story to many people.

Yes. It's annoying somethings.

Talking about the same thing whole day.

But it's happy.

Dont locked yourself in a small room. 

Open the door and let people get in.

Let them brightens your life. 

They wont rob you.

And 好人不止一个！ ^^

Smile and enjoy life!

 



     

Brag about this after watching a movie.. XP

Finals Starts

~Finals Starts~

Prepared for two weeks and finally, the day came. 

 My study planner ^^

Yup. I planned in advance what to study and follow the schedule.

First thing first.

One by one.

No mixed up.

Tomorrow. First paper. 

Material Engineering.

Preparation: 80%

Confidence: 55%

T.T very nervous now. 

Dare not to aim high. Dare not to put high hopes.

Because I knew the feeling of disappointment.

The past two weeks.. all I did is eat and sleep and study and facebook. 

And a movie to entertain myself during dinner.

And games. Farm Frenzy. =_=

Study study and study. 

Stay in the room whole day.

Oh ya.. other than that, I went to the beach. 

It's so near and I started to like it...  *only when it's windy and no sun*.

It's not bad here in Terengganu. 

Hope that everyone can perform well in their exam.

Especially those who work hard.

Because I believe that if we work hard, we'll get the reward.

   

My Birthday Celebration

Went to Pantai Puteri with Ling to eat fried sotong~ ^^

Not sure whether the name is correct or wrong *Pantai Puteri*.

Yup. Only Ling. =_= Chinese are rare here..

Ying got class.. T.T

 Delicious!! 

 

 

*****

Then.. we went to a nearby emporium *Hock Kee Seng* to buy some things to cook in dorm..

Went there for the first time.. not bad. ^^

We bought black pepper beef balls and simply made some soup and eat!!

*****

And next day..

I got a bouquet of hand-made flowers from Fatihah. ^^

Smells sweet too!! 

  

The Nite b4 My Birthday

The very first person to greet me Happy Birthday is Chun Chun (From Australia).

First, he called, with a noob voice saying :

Is that Miss Fong? This is from dunno what company. You've won a RM1 million prize.

At that time, I'm playing game so I didn notice who called. I straight say *Wrong Number* and cut the phone. =_=

He called again and I recognised it at once.

Happy to hear from him. O(∩_∩)O~

Chatted bout women.. and his life and my life. 

Then I make him sing. ^^ 

He sang Happy Birthday for me and then I thought of hearing this in the Indian version and he suggest me to find Jie Jie.

*****

So, next, I phoned Jie Jie. 

 He looks so loving.. Haha..

Chatted a while.. ^^ I think staying in Terengganu is much better than India.

Missed his laughter so much and he promised to give me 1 hour time when he come back in this December.

If he break his promise, he'll grow many many pimples! *So bad* Haha..

*****

♥ Then is Stickkie's turn ♥

Chatted also. ^^

Imagined that there's fireworks. Nub. o(≧v≦)o~~

Happy happy.

*****

Then.. lots of messages. 

1st is Hui Xin.

Then from my Noob brother, asking for prizes. *He thought he is  the first person greeting me*.

*****

And a bubble message from Yi Tong. 

Sweet one.

She sang Happy Birthday in English and Mandarin, and birthday wished and lots of kisses in one bubble msg. 30 seconds. 

*****

And, my crazy roommate, Ling Ling. 

She dun let me sleep b4 12am cos she says it's the first time greeting me Happy Birthday face to face. 

But then, I started chatting phone at 11pm, and till 12am sharp she fell asleep. =_= 

But manage to wake at 12.15am to greet me. 

*****

And today, when I logged in my facebook, there're already many wishes.

Hmm.. I think it's the first time I replied all cos last year, I didn replied and I think I didn check the greetings. 

Thanks for the greetings.