Form 6 - My Choice

Although I still not sure whether entering Form 6 is a correct decision or not, but until now, I still can manage my life here.

Some advantages studying here. =)
1) Nid not worry about accommodation problem... food also.
2) Can stay with our frens and meet people we wanna meet often.
3) Study slowly (have more time for us to absorb what the teacher feed us).
4) Can take naps... (best la)...
5) No nid to waste time thinking wat to wear to school... the school uniform is nice what... =)
6) Still can go out with frens to "yum cha" together.

And I dun feel disappointed for not entering the matriculation course, just because I cant enter tis nub thing, I get more things as a reward. I nid not to suffer there, I can enjoy here.

Although its tough, but I can learn slowly. I can discuss with Mei Yee (super good teacher).
I can also have more time to prepare myself. And life in University wont be tough for me anymore in the future, because I'm learning more things compared to matriculation students.

The only thing I hate is I have to sit for STPM. I hate entering the exam hall. I hate the feeling of anticipating the results.

Tuesday, June 24 ,2008

Just recover from dengue fever. Sigh... last week really very tiring la... Went to the polyclinic to check my blood everyday...

One week no school... means I've to rush up 1 week's homework and notes...

My present school's discipline is super duper lousy. The students are noisy. They can walk around the school without getting scold. they can shout as they like. And the most amazing part is, students can go home at anytime they like (wont be caught) =_=". Yi Chun prove this to me. I never saw him caught by teachers before. And he can go to school at 8am ++...

Sigh... I realised that SMK Sentosa is a heaven. I love it...

Nearly forget about this.
Jie Jie is going to leave us to further his studies. Sobs sobs sobs...
We celebrated farewell last Saturday.
Sunday is Sek Yen's birthday.

We dunno wats happening 2moro

Today is an awful day.

First, Ming bite me till my hand got a deep mark.

2nd, I told my mum the truth. Now she have a clear figure about whats happening with me these few weeks. And she is objecting, with her barbaric reasons. In this era, I never believed thst she still have this kind of thoughts. I and Fei argued with with her to get her agreement, but failed. She never deny that he is a gud person. But she says he is not the one she wants.
She is only my mum. i shud choose for myself, not she choose for me. Why she never believed me?
Before this, she promised that I can have my own choice after SPM, now she say NO. After STPM first. If my STPM passed, will I need to wait till I get my master degree? Or till I get a Permanant Head Damage first?
But this is not the worst. The worst is I dunno whether the person is able to stand by my side to face her.

NONO... another bad news. Yesterday, he still fetch me to school. He went hope before recess time because he dun feel well.
This afternoon, he've sent me a msg saying that his kidney is bad. Both kidney cant use anymore. Ask us if we can donate one kidney to him. At first, I and Fei thought he is joking. But then, we realised that its not. He is sicked. Seriously ill.

All of us are very worried. He used to be a silent guy... he likes to read. Addicted to books. He is kind, frank and funny at times. He have a complicated mind. =) but he is faithful. Probably the most faithful one I have ever met. Hope everything will be fine for you, Sek Yen.

Thursday, 12 June 2008

Its easy to sacrifice to save someone important to you, but will the one you saved lived happily after you've sacrifice yourself?
We need more courage to live alone in the world than sacrificing ourselves.

Sigh.. what am I bragging...
Nothing much to blog about la. Everyday study study study.

My physics teacher is "great". Too pro for me. I cant even understand a single sentence she have said.

Bio is fascinating. I learn a lot. Chemis is still the same.

Maths is hard. PA (General paper) is boring. MUET is fun.

still the Same

From 9pm, i started to kacau my blog... try to make a new blogskin... Till now, haven success to make any changes.
So many errors, so many things nid to edit... At last... give up la. This old one also not that bad rite?


I'm still the same. Problems never end.
Still like the usual me, never put much effort in studying...
Still spent half of my pocket money on reloading my stupid phone... (the credit drops so fast!!)
Still gets ignited easily... (cos oxygen is everywhere ma)
Still that rough and violent me... I dunno where my gentleness hide, cant find them, please forgive me...
I'm the only gal who always mixed with the guys. usually, only I beat them, they never fight back. They always let me do as I like. Never gets angry. Thanks you all for the co-operation XD


I really nid to make some changes. now, I still live with my family, they understand me... can accept my bad attitude... but one day, I'll nid to leave them and face the world alone. People wont treat me as a pampered child.
Nid to learn to be more matured la...