Friday, April 10, 2009

I learnt something * I wrote this for the NubNub*

First time being in a relationship..

In the very beginning, when the mind is still innocent.. Always thought that there is thing's such as eternity love.
But when time passes.. I know that it's just because we're not matured enough.
Influenced by dramas and romance movies.

We are still young. We cant make promises such as forever love. No one is qualified to say so.
Only those grandmama and grandpapa that live lifelong together have the rights to say so.
We cant even gurantee our tomorrow, how to care for the others?

I never regret being with him. As I learnt a lot from him.
I learnt how to care for the others.
How to hold my temper.
And how to be independent.

At first, I really don't have the courage to stand firm. I afraid that I'm not strong enough to face it. So, I choose to keep silent. And wait till you be the first one to spoke out.
And I really understand you too much. You always do things within my expectations.
Thank you very much for saying that.

At first I feel quite sad. But after thinking the whole night, I found my direction. I know what I want and what I should do.

If both of us is always quarreling and complaining about each other, really no point continuing.
Faith is very important for two people to be together.
And you lost this thing.

I know you understand very well what's happening.
Just you haven have the courage to face the reality.

I never regret breaking up with you. I'm much happier now.

I no need to scared that you'll get angry suddenly.
I no need to cut down times to go out wit my frens just to save up more time to accompany you.
I no need to worry that you'll feel unhappy when I go out with other guys.
I no need to worry that I dont have enough time to accompany you.

You also, no need to feel regret because of those promises that you haven done.

After breaking up, you've done many things you've never done last time. If you did these last time, I'll be super delighted. But now, I just feel like
*oooo... free sweets and cookies...*
*sometimes free presents too*

You keep say that I break because I like other guy.
I can tell you, definitely no. I have no mood for a new relationship.
You've know me for so long. You should have know me well.
Felt so disappointed that you think of me like that.
Do I really looks that untrustworthy and unloyal to our relationship?
For the last time, I tell you, we break up because of our own problem. No others.

You can continue treating me well. It makes no different to my life. Just more food and a fren.

Thank you.


My Nubnub have alreay left my heart.
Only a part of the happy moments are left.


You're my friend now. Lee Chee Yoong. Always my friend.
The lame joker.

~Cherished Memories~

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