Long Silence Big Difference

Decided to revived this blog after a long long pause.. 

I thought of quitting this blog but it had become my secret base for saving my cherished memories and thus, I will continue keeping it. 

I didnt even post a review on my last year's memories... 

I realised that, when people grows older, they tends to change.. Their taste of fashion, their favourite colours or food.. Their usual characteristics.. 

I changed a lot too.

I used to be fond of chocolates.. but now, I think that they are too sweet. 

One thing, coffee is still bitter to me.

Last time, I cannot survived without people talking to me.. but now, I cant stay in my room for more than 20 hours a day.. and speak less than 10 sentences to people around me. 

Even in my room, I can leave my phone aside and do my own things.. and my things never ends.

I surf net.. play games.. watch animation and movies and dramas.. sleep.. daydream.. and then.. one day passed.

This is my life in Terengganu. 

My real life begins when I'm back home.

I talked and played and talked.. and when I'm at home, I can survived one whole week without computer or internet. 

At Kampar, eating a bowl of noodles that cost me RM20 is not a big deal.. but here.. a plate of RM3 rice makes me complain "Wah, what happened ar?! So expensive today!".

And friends. 

I missed OGG. Every single one in OGG.

Being with them, I can be the real me. I need not to please anyone, or pretend to be nice.

I can shout and yell and pinch and punch. 

I love them.

This friendship is the thing that never change.

No matter how long time have passed, when we are together, we are still the us.. 

We teased and we laughed. 

We quarreled and we forget.

We enjoyed the time together and it remains in out heart forever.

Until now, we still remember the funny memories from our secondary school.

And everytime we mentioned about it, we can never stop laughing. Even when we'd laughed about it dozens times ago.

Friends.

My Stickkie.

We'd been through a lot. And now, you're a part of my life.

We need not to talk. And we know that we are there.

Things have become so simple and so normal for us and sometimes we neglected each other.

We quarreled and we continue going. 

We give each other support and listen to each others' sorrows.

I hope that this wont change. 

Family.

My family is full of problems and gossips. 

Because it's a big family.

They fight and complaint, but they can never be apart. The three sisters.

They grumbled and teased.. but they understand each other. The big tree of my house.

My family may not be rich, but my dad never failed to give us what we want.

My mum is fierce and super nagger.. but she will always prepare all the best for us. From food to clothing.. everything is ready.

The is fair, they gave you something, they will take back something in return.

So, even though each of us have our own short coming, we tolerate and compromise. 

Me myself.

There are a few things that I want myself to learn.

Never talk when I'm angry.

Cool down before I speak.

Work harder and never take things for granted.

I want to be someone that makes you feel proud. And my each and every day is a gift, blessed by you.