Crisis? Oh god! My prophecy!

My research partner just drop me a sad news. Me and him, call him Brother Sam, planned to apply for the myphd scholarship after our graduation. This scholarship will cover all our tuition fees throughout the postgraduate course duration with monthly allowance of RM2300. With this scholarship, we never bother about anything and just think of study study and study. Then, the scholarship changed the terms and now we cannot apply anymore.
Can things be any worse?

And while typing the title for this post, I recalled the prophecy that I get from the prayers in a temple in Hong Kong. I asked whether I can grad my PhD without much barriers or obstacles. The answer I got says tat "I may lose something and I may be very sad, but in the end, everything will works out accordingly."
Oh please, I cannot handle suprises and shocks.

God help me.

Reviving my blog

Okay. I feel like reviving my blog. I always have this feeling and this determination and motivated push but it usually doesn't last long. I hope that this time lasts. Cos I am bored and I need some place to spill my shitty thoughts.

Just like tonight.

I live in a small house in a small residential area in Kuala Terengganu. 3 rooms, one for the landlady, yes, she rented the house and re-rent one of the rooms to me. I used to share the room with my beloved coursemate but she graduated and left. So it's just me now. I will post about my beautiful room some other day.

Then.

A lady just moved in and she is a mother of two kids, and she got transferred to Terengganu and she missed her kids so much and have a lot of free time thus she make use of her free time doing gardening. That brings no harm and my landlady is so pleased cos she saved a lot from hiring gardening for weeding and trimmings. BUT. SHE BURN THE HORTICULTURAL WASTE EVERY DAMN TIME AFTER THE GARDENING. FML.

I complained to my landlady and she said although open burning is not good for the environment, but the smokes and fires is beneficial. It removes pest, scares away mosquitoes and ants. FML. I can't even breathe now . Then she said my problem may be due to my dusty bedsheets and pillows and mats. Then I told her I just change and washed my bedsheets 4 days ago. And I sun-dried my pillows and mattress also. Then she suggest other nonsense and I stop listening.

And my stupid nose is clog and I can hardly breathe, since sunset when that hard-working lady burnt the trash till now.

How ironic. She wished me good night.