"Ai Mei" A type of RelationshiP

A relationship between love and friendship...
Many ppl are staying in this stage... not brave enough to go anymore further... but too selfish to stop everything... scared to be hurt.. or hurt the others...
Someone enjoy this kind of relationship... no commitment... no need to care about each other so much... just keeping a distance btw each other... wont be afraid that the other one will get angry...
Can just push everything that goes wrong to a word "You're not my GF/BF"... why do you intercept me?
But if someone is in this relationship, what will he/she do if some other gals/guys fell in love with him/her? He/she is single... but not available?
If he/she accepts a new partner, is it wrong? If the guy is hanging out other gals... or opposite, the gal is hanging out with other guys... Is it wrong? Or it doesn't matter?
To me, I'm not used to this kind of relationship.. I think I'll suffer... because I'm too possesive. I DONT like to share. I wont let the guy goin out with other gals alone. But of course, I cant control it.
I cant step forward... nor move backwards... Greedy... Wont let go...
One day he'll go away... and I know...
Guys love freedom... Thats why you go away I know... MLTR again... Haha...

Take Me To Your Heart, MLTR

I like this song... the lyrics are meaningful...
I like tis part very much...



Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Bday...

A gal celebrated her bday at the shop I'm working at... celebrating her 18th bday...
Her frens make her a cake... and cut it at my shop there... so sweet... so happy...
I wished I can celebrat my 18th bday with my frens too...
With the noisiest Yi Tong... loveliest Wai Kei... and fatty Cheong Fei... and the "gentle" gal, hui Xin... Clown nose boy Jie Jie... and the big cheater Mr Lee Chee Yoong... the entertainer, Yi Chun... and so many more!!!

I WorK!

I work in a sweet shop 4 3 days...
Its a bit tired... work from 1pm till 10pm...
Quite boring when there are no customers...
I memorise the price for all the sweets at the first day!... aren't I clever?
Haha...
There many kinds of sweets there...got caramel pop, strawberry pop.... fruit pops.... need to wrap them every morning...
There is a fist size jawbreaker... very expensive and a giant chupa chups, as big as two fists!!!
There are many bubble gums... candy canes... lollipops... and many more...
I remembered tat someone told me he is going to open a sweet shop with his best fren (a gal)...
sweet rite... a boy setting up a sweet shop with a gal... I'm quite experienced now... will he take me as part-time worker? HAha... maybe no.... I'll ate all the candies... and became a light bulb...

First DAy in Brunei

The first thing I really hope for when i reach here is a pc.. with line.
So i quickly call my bro bring me to A CYBER CAFE.
The day is so long here... dunno wat to do...
I missed my frens so much... Tis is only the first day..My God~
I'm wondering...did he missed me like I do when he went back to him hometown?
Maybe no... cos he enjoyed himself at there... Of cos la... I treated him badly...
He'll be gald without me nudging him.... haha...
Here... I'm goin to eat and sleep... watch tv... ntg else to do...