Future Plans With Someone Other Than Yourself?

I believe everyone must have made plans for themselves, hoping to achieve some childhood dreams, fulfilling wishes.

I have dreams too. My dream is huge. It's to make the world a better place to live in. Literally. That's why I studied Environmental Technology. To try to make make the world healthier so that we can still inhale fresh air 100 years from now. WOW. Okay. I know I am not that super.

Then I watched a talk show today. He says everyone is hoping to change the world. But it's okay if you don't. As long as you don't let the world to change you. It's so well said. We can't make the world change much, the world is evolving on it's own. We can follow up as long as we don't loose our own personality, our original stand. 

Okay okay. I am drifting too far from my topic. 

Making future plans with someone other than yourself?

Me and Fatty (Okay I used to dubbed him as Stickkie, but now he's Fatty) start making plans for future. I don't remember when exactly we start making plans. It's in our daily conversation. Like how our house wanna be, what color of my curtains, walls. And today we talk about having puppies. 

He want a pug, or bulldog. I want chow chow, husky, shiba inu or corgi. Lastly we both agreed on corgi. But chow chow is really really cute. 

How can you not love? 

But Fatty say it's too fluffy. Too much fur sweeping.

And then he talk about kids. He said the doggie will help looking after our kids. I actually haven't decide on having kids yet. Cos I have a messed up brain that have phobia of giving birth.

But I like kids. I basically love everything cute. Kids belongs to this category. My mom is a baby sitter so I grown up with lots of kid around me. They are awesome. Some are crybabies but most of them are so cute. And not to mention my favorite one. He is the sweetest boy on earth with the sweetest mouth that make my heart melts all the time. So I am not opposed to the idea of having kids. Just the giving birth part. Well it's okay. Maybe I will grow up one day. (I hope so).

It's so awesome to have someone to make plans with.

I think of you when I drink this.

I read a book about training our memorizing skills and the simple trick is to relate one thing to another and thus, whenever you saw one, you will be reminded of another.

I am bad in remembering name and faces. Cannot seems to connect them.

But I remember moments.Those precious little cherished thoughts.
Today, I would like to share my cherished thoughts about drinks.


Have you heard of Mango Gina?

Long time ago, he brought me, my brother, my cousin and two of my childhood buddies for a road trip, we all still kids =) . We stopped by in the mid-way for drinks. We ordered a can of soya bean each and decided to race each other to finish the drink. It's dumb. I forgot who won or who was the last but I remember the laughters and the joy. It's one of the most precious memory I had with him.
Okay, why Mango Gina? Haha.
After we went home, we all race again and this time with Mango Gina. Soya bean is quite common so whenever I thought of the 5 of us with him, I thought of Mango Gina. Or vice versa.



Guiness Stout.

We called it "black dog beer". Whenever I saw this, I think of you, my sweetest grandpa. When I was a kid, you brought us out for supper everytime we visited you. And you will order a bottle of this and drink it with ice. Just like all kids, we love ice. You will let us sip and gulp in your glass to get the ice..



Coca-cola

I drink this all the time and quite frequently. So not everytime I drink I thought of you, but when I thought of you, I will think of coke.A long distant memory. You have become a stranger to me now but then, you are once someone very dear to me.



Lastly, Bandung Soda/ Bandung Ice.

I never like this drink and I used to scold my bro for drinking this "dye" water. And I dunno since when I start falling in love with this drink and I drink it almost everyday now. Is it because of the dinner at Tappers we ordered this? Or the supper at the malay stall? I don't know when this fondness starts exactly but then whenever I drink this, I will think of you, my noob fatty. And I missed you so much. Truly.

Long Silence Big Difference

Decided to revived this blog after a long long pause.. 

I thought of quitting this blog but it had become my secret base for saving my cherished memories and thus, I will continue keeping it. 

I didnt even post a review on my last year's memories... 

I realised that, when people grows older, they tends to change.. Their taste of fashion, their favourite colours or food.. Their usual characteristics.. 

I changed a lot too.

I used to be fond of chocolates.. but now, I think that they are too sweet. 

One thing, coffee is still bitter to me.

Last time, I cannot survived without people talking to me.. but now, I cant stay in my room for more than 20 hours a day.. and speak less than 10 sentences to people around me. 

Even in my room, I can leave my phone aside and do my own things.. and my things never ends.

I surf net.. play games.. watch animation and movies and dramas.. sleep.. daydream.. and then.. one day passed.

This is my life in Terengganu. 

My real life begins when I'm back home.

I talked and played and talked.. and when I'm at home, I can survived one whole week without computer or internet. 

At Kampar, eating a bowl of noodles that cost me RM20 is not a big deal.. but here.. a plate of RM3 rice makes me complain "Wah, what happened ar?! So expensive today!".

And friends. 

I missed OGG. Every single one in OGG.

Being with them, I can be the real me. I need not to please anyone, or pretend to be nice.

I can shout and yell and pinch and punch. 

I love them.

This friendship is the thing that never change.

No matter how long time have passed, when we are together, we are still the us.. 

We teased and we laughed. 

We quarreled and we forget.

We enjoyed the time together and it remains in out heart forever.

Until now, we still remember the funny memories from our secondary school.

And everytime we mentioned about it, we can never stop laughing. Even when we'd laughed about it dozens times ago.

Friends.

My Stickkie.

We'd been through a lot. And now, you're a part of my life.

We need not to talk. And we know that we are there.

Things have become so simple and so normal for us and sometimes we neglected each other.

We quarreled and we continue going. 

We give each other support and listen to each others' sorrows.

I hope that this wont change. 

Family.

My family is full of problems and gossips. 

Because it's a big family.

They fight and complaint, but they can never be apart. The three sisters.

They grumbled and teased.. but they understand each other. The big tree of my house.

My family may not be rich, but my dad never failed to give us what we want.

My mum is fierce and super nagger.. but she will always prepare all the best for us. From food to clothing.. everything is ready.

The is fair, they gave you something, they will take back something in return.

So, even though each of us have our own short coming, we tolerate and compromise. 

Me myself.

There are a few things that I want myself to learn.

Never talk when I'm angry.

Cool down before I speak.

Work harder and never take things for granted.

I want to be someone that makes you feel proud. And my each and every day is a gift, blessed by you.

Trip To Cameron

28th May 2011

Stickkie got to go Cameron to fetch his cousins to Kampar, so he bring me along.. ^^

We went to his aunt's house first and unload our things...

Then we went to Strawberry Farm together with his aunts and cousins..

 

Sunflower ^^

His cousins..

After going to the Strawberry Farm, we went to the night market (only on Saturdays)..

Honeyyyysss ^^

Next day *29th May 2011*

We went to his aunt's vegetable farm...

Ride motor up the hills... XP XP XP

Blue blue sky~~~~

  First time harvesting veges.. ^^

 That's all!! ^^ 

Enjoyed two days and 1 night fresh air with beautiful sceneries at Cameron Highlands!!

March Recharge

Went home last weekend..
Have had a very very nice weekend at home..
Spent everyday to the fullest..

Took a bus on Thursday night..

Ling, Ying and two of Ying's coursemates followed me to town..

Have our dinner at Chinatown..

8.30pm.. bus started.. ^^

5.15am next morning reached Kampar..

Stickkie came to fetch me and then I went home to continue sleeping..

Mum and bro woke up when I reach home..

Chatted with them till 7am and then continue sleeping..

Woke up around 10am I think..

Go to IPOH ^^

*It's Stickkie's birthday*

First, we headed to Yik Foong because Stickkie want to fix his LCD.

Then, we went to Ipoh Parade..

Hohoho.. shopping time..

Actually I think I am the one who is more like birthday..

I bought hair accessories, a bag, a shirt..

After the first session shopping.. we went to Oh Sushi for lunch.

 Cunning little sushi.. with wasabi stuffed inside!! 

 Dunno wat maki.. XP Yummy..

 He is avoiding the camera.. Hmph!

After lunch, we went to Jusco.. walk a bit...

Then we went home...

NITE time.. ^^

Mini Birthday Cake..

Hmm... everyone is not free to come out and so.. 

Only me, my bros and Ming Ming..

My mum and my cousin

Sang birthday song for Stickkie..

^^

*Mum made us "grilled pork ribs" for supper.. XP XD*

19 March 2011

Woke up early and ate my breakfast with my granny.. ^^

She wore the blouse that I bought for her during CNY. 

After that.. I went to straighten and dye my hair.

WTF. 5 hours plus plus..

Washed my hair 5 times..

Steamed 3 times.

And finally.. it's straight!

This is my fb profile pic.. XP

Seldom camwhore recently...

Mum cooked Prawn Mee for dinner..

Super yummy.. with big big prawns.. ^^

Sorry.. didn take any photos.. busy eating..

20 March 2011

Woke up early in the morning.. ^^ 

Went to "hang qing" *Mum's side*..

They bought an Ogawa Massage Chair for Uncle Yim..

A Toyota Vellfire for 3rd Uncle..

And a motorbike for 4th Uncle *cos he cant drive a car* 

Have to go back to UMT in the night..

Had a lot of fun at home.. 

Spending time with my loved ones..

I took a lot of photos with them at nite.. ^^

 My mama and my bro.. ^^

My small bro.. and my papa in behind...

They all waited with me at the bus station for my bus.. 

T.T

That's all for my 3 days 2 nite trip to HOME SWEET HOME... 

   

Different Point of View

When the heart is in pain, all that I could do is clench my teeth and keep going.

I can’t give up, because I’m sure that it’s even harder to go through the days after giving up.

Both are working hard to compromise.

Each other knew that they’ve been tolerating.

But they don’t understand each other’s mind.

One side thought that one is being unreasonable.

The other thinks that one is being too over.

Both of them keeps on asking themselves why can’t you stand at my point and think?

I did. You did. 

No one is wrong and no apologies were needed.

Time will flush away all unnecessary memories. 

 



   

One day break

Today is free... woke up late..

Wash all my clothes and hang them..

So sien.. dunno what to do.

He got so many things to do..

Ate lunch in a Chinese restaurant.

I had never eaten so much rice in my life before.. And never eat so fast before.

Maybe I have not eaten chinese food for a long long time (1 week)..

I almost poured everything on the plate into my stomach.

Syok.

Bought a loaf of Gardenier Butterscotch bread.. (Someone says it's delicious even without any jams or butter).

By now (12.13am), only 1/4 left.. =_=

Dunno why I get hungry easily here..

Took a nap.. I tot he is going for a movie in the afternoon so I called him to sms me after that.

Untill 7pm he sms-ed and say the movie start at that time.

Whole afternoon doing wat?

Movie ends at 9.20pm.. He says there're going to eat.

I am selfish. 

I dont like him to do things I cant do. But I dont want him to change for me.

I dont want him to sacrifice anything for me.

I missed him but I dont want to talk to him.

Always finding something to quarrel. 

12.08am.. "Nw going home"

Wow. What a nice day he had.

*****

Something nice to share..

My faculty won the best cheer song team.. ANd the most creative presentation.

Presentation: It's a sketch.. Story of a boy coming to UMT to pursue his studies..

From the beginning (registration) till he start studying.

Super funny one!!

FST boleh!!! 




    

Random Things with StickyPad

StickyPad doenst like to take photos.. Thus.. there's no him in it.. XP

Walls Double Dutch!!!

Ice cream is my favourite~

Fishtail braid.. First saw this type of braids in XiaXue's blog and think it's quite nice...

So hard to tie you know!

So.. StickyPad helped me~~ XP

Good thing to do when you have a lot of time and you dunno how to spend it..

Sleep

Again. I hate Sundays.

Last time when he worked, Sunday is his only off day, thus, he will spend the whole sunday sleeping.

Wake around noon, take lunch, and then nap till evening.

 I always want him to be with me, even we got nothing to do.

Just sit beside me is enough but he always say "Nothing to do, find you for wat?"

And if he dont find me, he will sleep at home.

Sleep again.

And if I'm angry, he will just continue hibernating, until I'm not angry anymore.

I hate it.

Sleep.

And one thing, he is living an idle life.

Everything nevermind. Only I alone worrying and fussing. 

Sigh. I dont I am over worried or what. 

Am I too greedy? 

All I want is you accompanying me.

When I start my studies, we will have less time being together.

What can I say if I myself cannot go find you? Only expecting you to come all the time.

Falling in love

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with

your partner . You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their

idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely

natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's

why it's called "FALLING" in love. :)



People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."

Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing,

and then something happened TO YOU. Falling in love is a passive and

spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together,

the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch

is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies,

instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with

every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the

initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry

subsequent stage. At this point, you and/or your partner might start

asking, " Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of

the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone

else. This is when relationships breakdown.


The key to succeeding in a relationship is NOT finding the right person;
it's learning to love the person you found,

People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for

fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.

Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby,

a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this

dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it. I'm not

saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And

TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few

years later. 




The key to succeeding in a

Relationship is not finding the right person;

it's learning to love the Person you FOUND. :) 






Taken from "When I Miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile"
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My No0b's Birthday

Finally, Nub dear's birthday arrived.

The day is just like the normal ones.

*only me having bad lucks*

I already planned everything

but

I didnt expect my dad will be at home today.

Mean, I cant cook what I want to cook for dinner.

Reason: He wans to cook dinner according to his menu. Cannot change. Must eat rice. Must eat the dishes he cooked. And the kitchen is his territory during the dinner cooking slot.

So, I cant cook my mashed potatoes, my soups...

But I manage to cook the spaghetti.

Only after my dad ate his dinner and cleaned his kitchen and his everything.

Yes. I cooked the spaghetti.

Which is a great failure.

I cooked mushroom tomato sauce this time.

Which is sour (Nub dear doesnt like sour food).

And the sauce is very diluted, erm.. not concentrated enough or.. watery? Dont know how to describe.

And the spaghetti.. 

At first, it's too hard so I switch the gas to the highest.

And I go prepare the sauce and forgotten the spaghetti.

Means.. scorched. But the top one still can eat.

*I ran to the stove with clogs, and dunno why the clogs hit my ankle (+﹏+)~ *

I put the link to the ankle because many of you cant differentiate between ankle and elbow.

Nub dear ate a big big plate.

Very glad.

Birthday present.

Something I made myself.

Art and crafts again..  

I will try to get some photos and post it here O(∩_∩)O

*UPDATED*

Photos of the presents. ^_^

Supper.

Yum cha with our gang.. << tradition..

Everyone's birthday also yum cha.

You. Now.

You've changed a lot.

Never say no.

Never object.

Never refuse.

Never angry.

Never get mad.

But this is not right.

Being together is compromising.

But now, you're sacrificing alone.

Making me happy.

You should have your own ideas and decision.

Not just following me.

Couples are not like this.

I'm feeling bad.

Treating you bad.

Sigh. what happened?

Especially when rumours start.

I hate it.

I know. Most of the people think that I take you for granted.

Is it so?

You're willing to become the fool just for me?

I am not sure.

But I know that I dont want to make you sad.